Sometimes it's nice to go through old email accounts... Someone sent me a gift subscription to SG about a year ago and it was in an email address I don't use. It's amazing how much changes since I've been here.
I collared and married My slave (a new one since I was here) about 18 months ago. I am unemployed but back in school. I...
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I collared and married My slave (a new one since I was here) about 18 months ago. I am unemployed but back in school. I...
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I went to the Detroit Erotica Ball last night. It was very interesting. The bands were poor, although one was good and the fashion show ranged from great (Ivy's Custom Corsetry) to knitted doilies on women finger painted by fifth graders. Overall, it was a great time. I got to see two women fingering each other on top of a table, a blowjob under the...
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btb4:
Nerve deaf?
I know what you mean about sound though - once you've worked with VDOSC and Myer and other arrays staright up loudspeakers just don't cut it.
Sounds like a good time, though. Buy anything, or just window shopping?
I know what you mean about sound though - once you've worked with VDOSC and Myer and other arrays staright up loudspeakers just don't cut it.
Sounds like a good time, though. Buy anything, or just window shopping?
siriuswhite:
Technically, it is called "Sensoneural hearing loss"... for me it means I can't tell the difference between foreground and background noises. My doc said that it could be tenitis but it is less likely. The joys of being a percussionist for 10 years and not wearing earplugs. Oh, to be young and indestructible again. I still hear well enough and don't have issues unless it is a noisy environment.
The only thing I got was a replacement set of leather cuffs. My former slave has my good set and collar... I doubt I'm getting them back, it has been almost two years and she is about to have a baby with her new boyfriend... so I chalk those up as a loss. My new cuffs are inexpensive ones until I can afford to get some from www.rapturefloggers.com The new ones are great for the price, but the ones from Rapture Floggers are amazing... and expensive.
The only thing I got was a replacement set of leather cuffs. My former slave has my good set and collar... I doubt I'm getting them back, it has been almost two years and she is about to have a baby with her new boyfriend... so I chalk those up as a loss. My new cuffs are inexpensive ones until I can afford to get some from www.rapturefloggers.com The new ones are great for the price, but the ones from Rapture Floggers are amazing... and expensive.
Damn... when it rains, it pours. My former slave contacted me today after months and months. She told me that she isn't happy, is living with a man who she was leaving when last we talked... and is pregnant. I'm excited that she is pregnant. She always wanted a daughter. The part that burns me is how unhappy she sounds. There is a part of...
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mainstagemayham:
I love your words of optimism Sirius....it makes my day light up like a full patronus on a rainy day...as for my sentence of positivity, I am pleased to say that I have started life anew since I moved out to LA a year ago and have finally settled down with my new regiment of exercise and less hectic schedule 
btb4:
Hey man - i'm Brad. It isn't today anymore, but I pick up four new guns I ordered on Friday so that's pretty good in my world.
Being single is full of challenges... being single and a BDSM lifestyler is even more of a challenge. Dating in the vanilla world and trying to find someone that shares your proclivities is a shot in the dark. Yet, dating in the BDSM circles is just as taxing.
It is my belief the the fundamental requirement of a relationship is honesty. It becomes even more...
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It is my belief the the fundamental requirement of a relationship is honesty. It becomes even more...
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siriuswhite:
Good luck with that.
One thing I have learned through my time in alternative lifestyles is that a committed relationship requires 100% from both people. If she isn't 100% behind you being with another woman, than that resentment can grow very quickly. This happens even more often in sharing/swinging/and poly relationships. I have seen a 15 year long poly relationship destroyed over a misunderstanding of what can be done outside of the relationship.
It is a significant risk and you will do what you choose. Just choose wisely and choose which ever decision is more important to you. Either way, good luck. Let me know how it goes.
One thing I have learned through my time in alternative lifestyles is that a committed relationship requires 100% from both people. If she isn't 100% behind you being with another woman, than that resentment can grow very quickly. This happens even more often in sharing/swinging/and poly relationships. I have seen a 15 year long poly relationship destroyed over a misunderstanding of what can be done outside of the relationship.
It is a significant risk and you will do what you choose. Just choose wisely and choose which ever decision is more important to you. Either way, good luck. Let me know how it goes.
mainstagemayham:
I will let you know and thank you kindly for your sound advise 
Happy Steak and Blowjob Day!!!
It's that time of the year again. I don't happen to have a woman in my life at the moment, so let me take this time to remind the women out there... today is the day to make your man feel like a king. Treat him to the simple pleasures. Take the worries and concerns off of his plate. Give...
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It's that time of the year again. I don't happen to have a woman in my life at the moment, so let me take this time to remind the women out there... today is the day to make your man feel like a king. Treat him to the simple pleasures. Take the worries and concerns off of his plate. Give...
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kushielsscion:
I vote we petition Congress to make Steak and Blowjob Day a National Holiday.
I've got a job again! I was laid off from my very nice job the day before Thanksgiving (thank you very much...). I start my new job on Tuesday. It is amazing how things work out some times. I literally ran out of money this week. I'm going to need to borrow $50 to make my car payment, but that is all I will have...
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A new year. A new chance. New possibilities await. New beginnings abound. Now, my only job is to take advantage of them.
Sirius
Sirius
jazzmyn:
Happy 2008!
When it rains it pours....
I finished my project early and under budget. As thanks, they are cutting my contract 6 weeks early. I will be out of a job for the first time since I was ~13 on Thanksgiving day.
The same week, my ex girlfirend decided to email me.
So, I get kicked in the nuts and in the heart.
Damn... do I...
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I finished my project early and under budget. As thanks, they are cutting my contract 6 weeks early. I will be out of a job for the first time since I was ~13 on Thanksgiving day.
The same week, my ex girlfirend decided to email me.
So, I get kicked in the nuts and in the heart.
Damn... do I...
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Being Dominant has a down side... and that is health. There are times when you simply can't control it. Thursday night, I went to the Emergency Room for the first time in about 30 years. I finally found something I couldn't control. The pain was so intense, it dwarfed the last time I broke my ribs or tore ligaments in my knee and hip playing...
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jazzmyn:
I hope you get well soon!
So someone comes to visit a friend of my ex-wife and stays at my ex's place. I was over there watching our son while they all went to see Evanescence. So, to make a long story longer... when they get back and I meet this "friend" from MA, she has an SG sticker on her watter bottle!
It was pretty cool... but I don't want...
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It was pretty cool... but I don't want...
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jazzmyn:
Good luck!
The Simpson's Movie was awesome!!! Did you see it yet?
The Simpson's Movie was awesome!!! Did you see it yet?
siriuswhite:
Thank you both for the positive encouragement 
I haven't seen seen The Simpson Movie yet, but I did see the new Bourne movie and went to HP in IMAX. I'm not a fan of seeing movies alone... but a guys gotta do what a guys gotta do
Sirius
I haven't seen seen The Simpson Movie yet, but I did see the new Bourne movie and went to HP in IMAX. I'm not a fan of seeing movies alone... but a guys gotta do what a guys gotta do
Sirius