There have been a ton of guys getting my screen name from myspace and SG and dudes talking me up at meetings. I don't really like it....I'm not looking for a boyfriend in anyway, and I have a problem thinking guys want anything more than to fuck (with) me-rather than them just trying to be nice. I'm still pretty involved with Kenton and I just...
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I'm doing pretty well with my shit and I'm not really worried about peoples right now. I saw my sponsor and talked about alot of stuff. She's ghetto fabulous an I love it. All her other sponsees are 40+ and we met to work on stuff last night. They mostly have around 3 years clean, and they're fucking crazy ! They just bitch about their...
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sureality:
I am so glad you enjoyed the new Alexsandria Shoot. Check out my journal for behind the scenes.
Things are up and down. I'm enjoying life more and then I have down times, like any normal person. I tend to beat myself up more for feeling bad, and then feel worse, an yada yada yada. I'm so happy to be unemployed...for now... haha. I'm really lucky taht my dad takes care of me like he does. It's kind of ridiculous. Right now I"m...
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classy_:
im happy to hear you have good people in your life.
and im really glad youre sober and working the steps.
my prayers are with you girlie!!
xx chels
and im really glad youre sober and working the steps.
my prayers are with you girlie!!
xx chels
Every day I think I'm getting so much better. I just went backwards in my mind. People want me to use, my mind wants me to use, and I really can't use. I can't explain it to anyone who has known me for the past year and seen how I use. I am an addict, a drunk, and a junkie. No matter what I pick...
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spacecadet66:
Hang in there girl. If life were easy it probably wouldn't be worth living. Exercise is my anti-drug. I've been doing a low fat diet for a couple of weeks now in addition to the workouts on my treadmil and weight lifting. Just remember that inch by inch life's a sinch but yard by yard it gets really hard. In other words take it one step at a time.
NA is really kicking my ass. I'm getting back into music, a love forgotten. I went to a meeting at the Gillman last night and was inspired to head back to my punk roots. I want to get a monroe piercing now. I think on the right side. My dad would freak out. I need a job bad. Things are pretty good. Kenton and I...
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charlielove:
seriously... come to sf and we'll burn one down... we can play with ollie and go to the park.
i need friends and you do, too, so please come be my friend. i'm lonely.
<bigbloodyhearts3
i need friends and you do, too, so please come be my friend. i'm lonely.
<bigbloodyhearts3
Things are awesome. Scratch that last post. Kenton and I are on our way back to the bay now, and I have 10 days sober! Woot! NA is actually a really cool experience that I'm going through. I reccommend it to anyone who's lost their mind.
Anyways, can someone please help me out here? I need to find the part of the SG site for...
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Anyways, can someone please help me out here? I need to find the part of the SG site for...
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charlielove:
also i'm glad you're doing better.
*hug*
*hug*
classy_:
yay for you being sober!!! yay for you coming to the bay!!! (i fully intend to make you hang out with me).
and are you looking for a job at a tattoo parlor? or you want to get some new art...?
and are you looking for a job at a tattoo parlor? or you want to get some new art...?
Everything is bad again
Kenton is gone. Everything sucks. I am alone. I hate the feeling of being alone more than anything in the world. When you're lonely, there's no real solution. You are too sad to be around people, but you have no one but yourself to keep your spirits up. Things are just so bad, that I hope someone or something saves me...
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Kenton is gone. Everything sucks. I am alone. I hate the feeling of being alone more than anything in the world. When you're lonely, there's no real solution. You are too sad to be around people, but you have no one but yourself to keep your spirits up. Things are just so bad, that I hope someone or something saves me...
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bowie:
Thanks for commenting on my new set, gorgeous!
I'm sorry you're depressed. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better, but it doesn't really work that way.
I'm sorry you're depressed. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better, but it doesn't really work that way.
fairyjochen:
Il compito del genio fornire idee ai cretini
I have stumbled back into an apparent cocaine habit. I revisited the drug that caused me so many problems when I was in Texas for whatever reason. I think the reason is that I am extremely depressed, and this "addiction" is something for me to focus my energy on. Writing that out makes it seem all the more pointless. I like the feeling of being...
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charlielove:
weed is so much better, dear. i'm sorry to hear this. i hope you find a way out. my best friend from back home has a coke problem. he only doesnt do it often now because i've guilt tripped him hard. he had a binge the other day that cost him half a paycheck so now he has no money for my arrival. he def. got shit for that. slowly he does it less and less, but i know he wants it.
again, i hope you find a way out, you're too cool to sink into that.
♥
again, i hope you find a way out, you're too cool to sink into that.
♥
since aleda, there havent been that many cool new suicide girls. i really liked charlie's new set, but when's Quinne or Mary comin back? I really like Bowie though, I do I do! 
PS : Chai's sweet thing
PS : Chai's sweet thing
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rockpaperscisors:
Bowie is very nice.
bowie:
Aww, I really like you too! Happy Birthday!