From the time I wake
'Till the time I sleep
And even in my dreams
I think of you.
I like to talk,
And fool around
Or, just sit and stare
But only when I'm with you
I never thought that this could happen,
These feelings that I have.
I feel lust,
I feel passion,
I feel need for you
Is it love or obsession?...
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kittentaboo:
Hey, you are cute! Did you already submit a photo set to Missy?
Sometimes I want to dissolve and just go the way I came...but I can't. Synthesized sugars, styrofoam cups, bleach in my hair, nail polish, false fabrics, and colored contact lenses not for purpose but just for looks. Now I [think] am finally who I have always wanted to be. I wonder if people will see me from my past and be suprised at who I...
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adeanyin:
You're just jealous of the fact I can play in the snow naked 
.just kidding.
Is it not the choosing that makes the life we live so intricate?
Are the options we have too endless to control?
Can we oversee the offers and their demands and their goals?
Can we oversee our own needs if we do not know
What it is we really want?
Our minds, instead of our hearts
What we feel confuses our thoughts
Security, an ancient quest
Standing alone, the ultimate test
Still we reach for warmth in the materialized luxuries in life
The times have changed but we are still the same
Another choice cause we still dont know
Chorus
Let me see where I belong
Let me be a little part of it
Can I choose my way in life?
- After Forever -my choice
.just kidding.
Is it not the choosing that makes the life we live so intricate?
Are the options we have too endless to control?
Can we oversee the offers and their demands and their goals?
Can we oversee our own needs if we do not know
What it is we really want?
Our minds, instead of our hearts
What we feel confuses our thoughts
Security, an ancient quest
Standing alone, the ultimate test
Still we reach for warmth in the materialized luxuries in life
The times have changed but we are still the same
Another choice cause we still dont know
Chorus
Let me see where I belong
Let me be a little part of it
Can I choose my way in life?
- After Forever -my choice
paleenchantress:
you like great music and you're soooo pretty ! 
p.s. i hope you dont mind that i put in a friend request
p.s. i hope you dont mind that i put in a friend request
Sorry about my last journal entry - it was a bit...scrambled 
And thanks to the guy who fixed it!!
I'm tired...I hate my job...and I need another one...close to our house - because I am without transportation...
Everyone have a nice day
And thanks to the guy who fixed it!!
I'm tired...I hate my job...and I need another one...close to our house - because I am without transportation...
Everyone have a nice day
maddog_hoek:
You're welcome
Did you want us to follow suit by taking said quiz?
Did you want us to follow suit by taking said quiz?
<form action='http://www.kwiz.biz/simplesurveys/do-survey.php' method='post' target='_new'><table border=1 bordercolor=#efefef cellspacing=0><tr><td valign=top align=center colspan=2><b><i>TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey</i></b><input type='hidden' name='question1' value='TELL+ME+ABOUT+YOURSELF+-+The+Survey'><input type='hidden' name='type1' value='2'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Name:</td><td align=left><b>Charlotte Bathory</b><input type='hidden' name='question2' value='Name%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type2' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Birthday:</td><td align=left><b>June 13, 1985</b><input type='hidden' name='question3' value='Birthday%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type3' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Birthplace:</td><td align=left><b>Texas</b><input type='hidden' name='question4' value='Birthplace%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type4' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Current Location:</td><td align=left><b>Albuquerque, New Mexico</b><input type='hidden' name='question5' value='Current+Location%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type5' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top...
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stillbreathing:
Huh. HTML code. Um, odd joural entry, but okay...
Is this like "The Matrix?" There's a hidden message in here, isn't it? Telling me where the "real world" is?
Is this like "The Matrix?" There's a hidden message in here, isn't it? Telling me where the "real world" is?
maddog_hoek:
Here ya go I'm on my way out, but here is her survey:
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Charlotte Bathory
Birthday: June 13, 1985
Birthplace: Texas
Current Location: Albuquerque, New Mexico
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'2"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish, Welsh, Swedish, English, etc...
The Shoes You Wore Today: I didn't wear shoes today
Your Weakness: Daniel smile
Your Fears: Puppets and clowns
Your Perfect Pizza: Dion's pinneapple and canadian bacon
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Move out of current residence with boyfriend
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: monkeyliverz
Thoughts First Waking Up: I need a cigarette smile
Your Best Physical Feature: Ask someone else...
Your Bedtime: Whenever I pass out
Your Most Missed Memory: Family
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds (fries)
Single or Group Dates: Both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Swear: Sometimes
Do you Sing: Yes
Do you Shower Daily: No
Have you Been in Love: Yes and still am
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: No
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: YES
Do you play an Instrument: I used to play violin
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Only pot since I quit the other stuff
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Not 'officially'
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Yes
Ever been Beaten up: No
Ever Shoplifted: Yes
How do you want to Die: Not sure - just later
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Mortician
What country would you most like to Visit: Irelend & Germany
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Both
Height: However tall my boyfriend is
Weight: Don't care
Best Clothing Style: Whatever he's comfortable in
Number of Drugs I have taken: Everything but ecstacy
Number of CDs I own: Not sure
Number of Piercings: 9
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I can't name them all
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
I'm on my way out, but here is her survey:
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Charlotte Bathory
Birthday: June 13, 1985
Birthplace: Texas
Current Location: Albuquerque, New Mexico
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'2"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish, Welsh, Swedish, English, etc...
The Shoes You Wore Today: I didn't wear shoes today
Your Weakness: Daniel smile
Your Fears: Puppets and clowns
Your Perfect Pizza: Dion's pinneapple and canadian bacon
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Move out of current residence with boyfriend
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: monkeyliverz
Thoughts First Waking Up: I need a cigarette smile
Your Best Physical Feature: Ask someone else...
Your Bedtime: Whenever I pass out
Your Most Missed Memory: Family
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds (fries)
Single or Group Dates: Both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Swear: Sometimes
Do you Sing: Yes
Do you Shower Daily: No
Have you Been in Love: Yes and still am
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: No
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: YES
Do you play an Instrument: I used to play violin
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Only pot since I quit the other stuff
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Not 'officially'
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Yes
Ever been Beaten up: No
Ever Shoplifted: Yes
How do you want to Die: Not sure - just later
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Mortician
What country would you most like to Visit: Irelend & Germany
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Both
Height: However tall my boyfriend is
Weight: Don't care
Best Clothing Style: Whatever he's comfortable in
Number of Drugs I have taken: Everything but ecstacy
Number of CDs I own: Not sure
Number of Piercings: 9
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I can't name them all
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
Hehe - Last night my boyfriend and I went to Euphoria I really like the people I got to hang out with and talk to...
We went to Denny's afterwards (A LOT of us!!) and took over the place - hehe...
I got to wear my 7" platform boots (surprisingly, I didn't fall ONCE!) - so that was cool
I really like the people I got to hang out with and talk to...
We went to Denny's afterwards (A LOT of us!!) and took over the place - hehe...
I got to wear my 7" platform boots (surprisingly, I didn't fall ONCE!) - so that was cool
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kilgore786:
every time I wear 7in heels I end up rolling my ankle.
go figure.
go figure.
kilgore786:
every time I wear 7in heels I end up rolling my ankle.
go figure.
go figure.
My parents recently acquired information about me (possibly/hopefully) being on this site... Morningstar55 and I have been working on a photoset to send in - I think he's sending it in TODAY!!
They're um....very christian and that's also how they raised me, but I didn't adhere to their beliefs because they were their's, not my own...
I love my parents TO DEATH but whether or...
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They're um....very christian and that's also how they raised me, but I didn't adhere to their beliefs because they were their's, not my own...
I love my parents TO DEATH but whether or...
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sadiemae:
getting naked on the internet is infinitely better than doing meth. that shit is fucked up...i'm glad i stopped too. more power to us! 
pyrogrrl:
Congrats! I have been clean for over six years now (heroin) and while it is a struggle, it is worth it. You are beautiful. Stay clean
CHARLOTTE BATHORY --->
CHARLOTTE (Church)
the world's most successful classical crossover female artist. Born in Llandaff, Cardiff, on February 21, 1986, she became an international sensation with the release of her debut album, Voice Of An Angel, released just after she'd turned 13. That record, as did her 1999 self-titled second album and her 2000 Christmas collection Dream A Dream, achieved platinum status in the...
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CHARLOTTE (Church)
the world's most successful classical crossover female artist. Born in Llandaff, Cardiff, on February 21, 1986, she became an international sensation with the release of her debut album, Voice Of An Angel, released just after she'd turned 13. That record, as did her 1999 self-titled second album and her 2000 Christmas collection Dream A Dream, achieved platinum status in the...
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spyro:
Very very cool. Thank You!
My first ever PAID photoshoot is next week!! There's a photographer coming down from Tenessee and he wants to work with me. I must say, I've been very privledged to have the opportunity of working with the photographers I have Morningstar55, Railh, and some others on www.onemodelplace.com...
I'm very greatful and hope I get to continue working with more great artists
I'm very greatful and hope I get to continue working with more great artists
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stillbreathing:
Congrats on your first PAID photoshoot! I knew someone who was on onemodelplace once upon a time... best of luck with the shoot!!!
iroll18mthafucka:
easy to see how you can make it...rock on..
Well, monkeyliverz!! We didn't get acid yesterday...a friend suggested that my boyfriend not do it and I wasn't going to do it without him so --- we stayed sober (sorta)...
I love latex... <--- that was random
I love latex... <--- that was random
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stillbreathing:
Latex is fun.... 
gusgus621:
I love latex too!
I'm on SG for the first time in a week after my Munich spring break. What could be finer than a friend request from a foxy lady first thing in the morning.
I love your pics and I can't wait for your SG set!
I'm on SG for the first time in a week after my Munich spring break. What could be finer than a friend request from a foxy lady first thing in the morning.
I love your pics and I can't wait for your SG set!
Hehe...we found acid!!! Yah, the REALLY good stuff That is the one drug I have yet to do - we're probably going to get some today!!
That is the one drug I have yet to do - we're probably going to get some today!! VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
__rae__:
yay!!!!! i thought acid was dead in the southwest! Woo-hoo!
i think it's about that time again....
i think it's about that time again....
fragile21:
i've never done that either...let me know how it is. it's so hard to find where i live. 
i've never done that either...let me know how it is. it's so hard to find where i live. 