sin

i hate my hair.
hate hate hate
its all grown out and looks stupid. i have that ugly blonde streak too.
i have no money to get my dreads put in, no way of getting any either. i don't know anyone that will do them for me. ive asked for help in live journal communities, i've asked for help in the sgnola and sglouisiana groups and still no one will help me. i'm fucking desperate. grrrrr.
my mom is buying me black dye to get rid of the blonde so at least my hair color will be okay. but it still doesnt fix the problem i still hate the grown out cut. i still want my dreads in. i simply canot do them myself. i know how to do them, i just cant do it on my own.
uuugggggghhhhh



dont even think about telling me "its just hair" i'm sick of wearing a bandana to hide this mess.