That's it I give up on life 
they say there's no point in living if you can't feel alive, well all I feel now is dead. I've came to the conclusion I'm not meant to be happy or deserve people to love me.
Looks like Laura n I are over I just don't get it! What is it with me. Ok I know things moved really quickly with her. It norm takes me ages to trust someone enough to let myself fall in love with them. But I was ready to give her heart n I believed her when she said she loved me.
We ain't spoken for a couple of days n she hadn't replied to any of my messages so I knew something was up n when we did get to talk today all I go was "I do love you, but" She says she can't handle being away from me, not seeing me everyday n that she loves me. But then says she don't see it working cos od the distance even n that it's going to fast. How can she says it going to fast but yet it hurt her not being with me all the time?? I can't handle this shit .
Everytime I meet someone this happens to me..why? What have I done to deserve this shit. I stupidly thought she was different. I so tired of trying to pick myself up all the time just to be brought back down again. Maybe I just don't want to try anymore. This life is just full of too many lies, hurt n bad memories.
they say there's no point in living if you can't feel alive, well all I feel now is dead. I've came to the conclusion I'm not meant to be happy or deserve people to love me.
Looks like Laura n I are over
I just don't get it! What is it with me. Ok I know things moved really quickly with her. It norm takes me ages to trust someone enough to let myself fall in love with them. But I was ready to give her heart n I believed her when she said she loved me.
We ain't spoken for a couple of days n she hadn't replied to any of my messages so I knew something was up n when we did get to talk today all I go was "I do love you, but" She says she can't handle being away from me, not seeing me everyday n that she loves me. But then says she don't see it working cos od the distance even n that it's going to fast. How can she says it going to fast but yet it hurt her not being with me all the time?? I can't handle this shit
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Everytime I meet someone this happens to me..why? What have I done to deserve this shit. I stupidly thought she was different. I so tired of trying to pick myself up all the time just to be brought back down again. Maybe I just don't want to try anymore. This life is just full of too many lies, hurt n bad memories.
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Go out with your mates and get fucking shitfaced and have a fucking great night and forget about her. Move on. Next chapter.
If you have any money and can aford a trip somewhere, I'd recommend that.
My brother split with his girlfriend of 4 years last Autumn. He was pretty upset about it for a while, but then he went to Thailand for 2 weeks and had a really good holiday and realised there was so much more to life than what he already thought.
You don't have to go all the way to Thailand, but I'd recommend a holiday of some type - a change of scenery - just you on your own, or with a male friend who is single - you'll meet new people and experience new things.
Dude - there is so much more to life than one woman.
Yeah like two or three hehe maybe i misunderstood....