whats the point in being with people when all you do is fight? i hate fighting. but what do you do when two people just cant get it right? i really dont need all this relationship stress on top of the infinate amount of schoolwork, that is hard enough to get done with out having a relationship. im so sick of everything. i feel like im in such a rut or something like ive just dug myself deep with all my school work and then continuous streams of fights on top of it.
Some times, i wish i waasnt susch a robot andi could cry about whats wrong. like right now, i want to cry, and i feel it there, but will i? probably not. not because i dont want to but because i cant. i cried the other day for the first time in like months and it felt good, i felt good, i felt this huge release of pressure that was just building up, and afterwards all i wanted to do was sleep. it was good. so why cant i cry for things that are causing me to be equally miserable?
on top of it all, the fucking bread was moldy and all i wanted was a vege sandwhich.
Some times, i wish i waasnt susch a robot andi could cry about whats wrong. like right now, i want to cry, and i feel it there, but will i? probably not. not because i dont want to but because i cant. i cried the other day for the first time in like months and it felt good, i felt good, i felt this huge release of pressure that was just building up, and afterwards all i wanted to do was sleep. it was good. so why cant i cry for things that are causing me to be equally miserable?
on top of it all, the fucking bread was moldy and all i wanted was a vege sandwhich.
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