Apparently that blog does not wish to be written -- so I won't write it.
The short of it is, I'm jobless again, still waiting for my card that proves I am legal in France. I'm cleaning the house for the girl tonight and it is oddly cheering me up. I have been moping for two days about the possibility that maybe I didn't know...
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The short of it is, I'm jobless again, still waiting for my card that proves I am legal in France. I'm cleaning the house for the girl tonight and it is oddly cheering me up. I have been moping for two days about the possibility that maybe I didn't know...
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I give up...
I just don't have the strength. Maybe tommorow.
(why do the important blogs always vanish?)
I just don't have the strength. Maybe tommorow.
(why do the important blogs always vanish?)
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dwam:
computer sucks >o<
Your blog is so... peaceful. Touching. i like it !
Je ne sais pas si Baudelaire est vraiment l'incarnation de l'esprit littraire franais. Mais il exprime tellement bien ce que l'on appelle "le mal du sicle", cette mlancolie trange qui s'est abattue sur la littrature de l'poque. Et dans laquelle je me retrouve, souvent. J'aime Baudelaire parce que c'est beau, et mchant, il y a de la haine, du dgot, du sombre, et la beaut qui mane de tout a.
J'ai trs peu lu Cline. Je devrait pourtant !
Et je connais Henry Miller, mais plus travers les crits d'Anais Nin. En fait, c'est malheureux, je n'ai plus le temps de lire depuis plusieurs mois. a me manque tellement.
Merci d'avoir fait l'effort de commenter en franais. Peu importe les fautes, on se comprend, le sens y est, et c'est plaisant pour moi.
But if my own comment isn't clear, I can write it in english if you want !
Just a question, I'm not sure.... What do you mean by "le 'rien' franais" ?
Your blog is so... peaceful. Touching. i like it !
Je ne sais pas si Baudelaire est vraiment l'incarnation de l'esprit littraire franais. Mais il exprime tellement bien ce que l'on appelle "le mal du sicle", cette mlancolie trange qui s'est abattue sur la littrature de l'poque. Et dans laquelle je me retrouve, souvent. J'aime Baudelaire parce que c'est beau, et mchant, il y a de la haine, du dgot, du sombre, et la beaut qui mane de tout a.
J'ai trs peu lu Cline. Je devrait pourtant !
Et je connais Henry Miller, mais plus travers les crits d'Anais Nin. En fait, c'est malheureux, je n'ai plus le temps de lire depuis plusieurs mois. a me manque tellement.
Merci d'avoir fait l'effort de commenter en franais. Peu importe les fautes, on se comprend, le sens y est, et c'est plaisant pour moi.
But if my own comment isn't clear, I can write it in english if you want !
Just a question, I'm not sure.... What do you mean by "le 'rien' franais" ?
kenshin117:
okay.
what do you mean by travailler c'est une salope oui? >> working is a bitch, isn't it?
i think i will be in town betwen 22h and 22h30 is it okay?
i call you tomorow
my name is Nicolas
what do you mean by travailler c'est une salope oui? >> working is a bitch, isn't it?
i think i will be in town betwen 22h and 22h30 is it okay?
i call you tomorow

my name is Nicolas

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scheisskopf:
Kicking Bird: I was just thinking that of all the trails in this life there is one that matters most. It is the trail of a true human being. I think you are on this trail and it is good to see.
gigondas:
I'd agree.
Knackered.
This job is going to be one of the hardest things I've ever done, not only is the food way intricate and the language difficult, the kitchen is structured in a way that I have never seen before (and seems a bit silly and inefecient). Thusfar it has been a very humbling experience, the kind that makes you feel as a cook that you...
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This job is going to be one of the hardest things I've ever done, not only is the food way intricate and the language difficult, the kitchen is structured in a way that I have never seen before (and seems a bit silly and inefecient). Thusfar it has been a very humbling experience, the kind that makes you feel as a cook that you...
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abbiss:
I already have azureus so didn't have to dowload it
I think I tried this torrent already and it didn't work. I'll see... May be this time!
Thanks a lot for searching

Thanks a lot for searching

abbiss:
Edit: Looks OK...
Things continue to improve. I now have to the best job I could possibly get here: it is at the 2 michelin starred Clos de La Violette. I am a cuisiner commis du parti poisioner. My Carte de Sejour is applied for and I am 100% legal. My friends are amazing, my wife is amazing and I just feel generally great about everything...
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gigondas:
True story, and, yeah, the tribal arm band, yeah...thing is that the walking fashion disaster that was she was definitely straight out of the redneck suburbs and my first reaction was, I don't know, condescension really, but when her fingers glanced my neck...
The chef I work with yells a lot; never at a person, always at an object like a plate or something. It's pretty funny. You can see the picked on little brother in him.
It's gotta be thrilling for you to work in a place like that,man. It's good to hear you're being challenged and engaged.
Right on.
The chef I work with yells a lot; never at a person, always at an object like a plate or something. It's pretty funny. You can see the picked on little brother in him.
It's gotta be thrilling for you to work in a place like that,man. It's good to hear you're being challenged and engaged.
Right on.
bunny:
'Course we'll grab a beer!! I am hoping to be here all summer and through at least part of the fall...
Congratulations on the job!
Superbowl across the seas, eh. What a waste.
I have been deathly ill since Wednesday...there is somethin' deadly going 'round these parts. Stay well!
Congratulations on the job!
Superbowl across the seas, eh. What a waste.

Happy New Year all.
I've been a bit of a stranger lately, but the workday in a French kitchen has been slowly sapping the life from me. I'm looking for a new job already, reason being: I hate it when food claims to be one thing when in reality it is another. Fresh not frozen! I want seasonal produce, organic produce, and being in France...
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I've been a bit of a stranger lately, but the workday in a French kitchen has been slowly sapping the life from me. I'm looking for a new job already, reason being: I hate it when food claims to be one thing when in reality it is another. Fresh not frozen! I want seasonal produce, organic produce, and being in France...
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missshell:
you deserve all the happiness in the world beautiful.
congratulations xo
congratulations xo
kenshin117:
i haven't undertand all the things but i think you've done the right choice
Happpppppyy New Year!

solaris:
haha yea, you can say the sweetest 'i told you so' now. i really hate the fact that it's prescription drugs that have done this to me but i suppose if they helped me, who cares?
dinah:
Everybody now!!!
Ok, I have calmed myself. I'm not going to die and my life is amazing. Made all the more amazing because this is a life that I have built for myself!
I'm grateful for all the help and love that I receive daily from so many all over the world.
Merry Christmas all!
I'm grateful for all the help and love that I receive daily from so many all over the world.
Merry Christmas all!
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charlesmanson:
You are not going to die?......Great, because one day i will.

tiger_fodder:
I am glad it is better! Have a great 2008.

It's funny how you can go from being the happiest you've ever been to the most afraid in the space of a day. On Christmas too, how ironic.
Day before yesterday a mole appeared on my hip, last night it became sensitive and sore, today it changed color, and now has a black center.
I am so scared.
Day before yesterday a mole appeared on my hip, last night it became sensitive and sore, today it changed color, and now has a black center.
I am so scared.
dreamergirl:
Merry Christmas
Get it checked out by a dermatologist.
Something this fast sounds like a spider bite. If a line appears from it like traveling up your arms, immediatly go to the hospital.
An old bf had this and the doctor followed the red line from his leg all the way to his heart. We barely saw it but he did.
Get it checked out by a dermatologist.
Something this fast sounds like a spider bite. If a line appears from it like traveling up your arms, immediatly go to the hospital.
An old bf had this and the doctor followed the red line from his leg all the way to his heart. We barely saw it but he did.
charlesmanson:
Hapiness and Sadness are twin brothers, they always are together. Take care, man.
My American bank account is closed. I have a French bank account. I'm signing a work contract this afternoon. I am going to America the second week in January to get my visa.
I've been away six month, but now it is really happening, I live here, truly, legally. It all seems so strange, especially because it doesn't seem all that strange at all.
I...
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I've been away six month, but now it is really happening, I live here, truly, legally. It all seems so strange, especially because it doesn't seem all that strange at all.
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abbiss:
yes, that's nearly the same, just sunnier and lazier. you are alone? and yoour girlfriend?
ninadelamorte:
Wow! That's so exciting. 

To know and feel too much within.
I still believe she was my twin, but I lost the ring.
She was born in spring, but I was born too late
Blame it on a simple twist of fate."