Going to GR tomorrow. Have a conference for work Thursday and Friday. Should be cool...even cooler is spending the nights with the girl. I'm hoping to stay until Sunday, but that just depends on if she wants me to or not...I'm hoping, but we'll see I guess.
Well, Highland Festival was a blast. I got the mother of all sunburns...my forehead has already blistered and popped twice...looks like it's going to do it again. Maybe soon it will finally stop that and start the lovely act of peeling. Thank god today is a holiday so I have a day to recover...that was some good (and sunny) times.
_sarah_:
Ewww... sunburn...
Glad you didn't get rained on.
Did they have Guinness? I've only been there twice, and I had a jug of water with me every time since we were doing Scottish dance demos. I didn't go near the soda/beer stands.
Glad you didn't get rained on.
Did they have Guinness? I've only been there twice, and I had a jug of water with me every time since we were doing Scottish dance demos. I didn't go near the soda/beer stands.
Off to the Highland Festival this weekend in Alma. Should be good times, I mean, I get to drink alot and run around in a kilt all weekend...just doesn't get any better than that...well, ok, if I wasn't going to be without a significan't other there with me it would be better.
_sarah_:
Haha... I love that quote.
Oh wow. Have fun at the Highland Festival! It's a great time. I used to go every so often.
That's odd, though... I had a dream about you guys this morning. We were all at a renfaire of some sort, and it wasn't Hollygrove. I wasn't WITH you guys; I ran into you while walking around.
Oh wow. Have fun at the Highland Festival! It's a great time. I used to go every so often.
That's odd, though... I had a dream about you guys this morning. We were all at a renfaire of some sort, and it wasn't Hollygrove. I wasn't WITH you guys; I ran into you while walking around.
I just wish this would all be done soon so I can start feeling better, one way or the other.
_sarah_:
It's annoying, isn't it, when your progress depends on the other person? 
I wish I could help somehow.
I wish I could help somehow.
ash:
I now visit everyones profiles and read them ... to make sure I never mistake one person for another (like I have done so many times now!) and noticed ... that I cant fucking believe that lovecraft isnt on my fave list as well. No nonononon, I remember now that I SOOO ran out of room on that section. Like a motha. I know u be feelin me, kitten, straight up.
A littler better still today. The numbness is kinda subsiding...still very raw and such. The quiet resolve is still there...it's like knowing the outcome of someting before it happens...you just know that there is nothing you can do to control it or change it...call it learned helplessness if you will. But I am looking up at least and maybe tomorrow will be better too.
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_sarah_:
I know exactly what you mean by "quiet resolve". It's a good sign that you are prepared to handle whatever hits you.
Hang in there.
Hang in there.
shewulf:
I'm glad that you are doing a bit better. I hope that things get better for you. Well gotta run. having a hectic day. Take care sweetie
A little better today...there's something to be said for quiet resolve. That and I'm pretty numb to the pain at the moment.
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shewulf:
Numb to the pain. What pain. I know what its like to be in pain. All kinds of pain. If you need someone to talk to I'm always here to listen.
I hate this.
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fleur:
Relationship troubles are hard, but they can hopefully be worked through. Thanks for the comment on my set!
thejuanupsman:
shit I hate when other people feel bad. Hope you are felling better. I know you don't know me but if you want to vent feel free. I certainly find that it helps me.
So, today it starts. What will come of it I certainly don't know. I know what I hope, and I know what I want, but none of that really matters right now...it's out of my hands and all I can do is wait.
_sarah_:
What starts?
You're being vague.
You're being vague.
_sarah_:
Oh. I guess I just thought you were already waiting, wondering, hoping, and so on.
Yup. And so Friday it begins. I hope I make it through...and I hope everything comes out for the best .
In other news, I quit my band.
In even more news, I have contacts now...and a new hole in my right ear (well, the first one there actually).
In other news, I quit my band.
In even more news, I have contacts now...and a new hole in my right ear (well, the first one there actually).
_sarah_:
Re: band - Thank fucking god.
How are the contacts working out?
How are the contacts working out?
What a crazy few days. The girl came up for the weekend to stay with me and watch my band play. The gig was ok...not good, not bad, just ok.
The girl seemed genuinely happy to see me and be around me and stuff. Which, is kinda weird actually because she's not very open with her emotions and stuff.
Saturday was a rough day, we...
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The girl seemed genuinely happy to see me and be around me and stuff. Which, is kinda weird actually because she's not very open with her emotions and stuff.
Saturday was a rough day, we...
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shewulf:
awe sounds like she has had a rough life. I hope that things get better for her....I stopped by to say hello and see how you were doing. I managed to get my laptop out and get on to see how everyone was doing before i go in for my test tomorrow....anyways....take care
ovida:
Awww, craptacular. Here, I will mail you a box of kittens. Kitten make everything better...or better yet, robot kittens I will send 
Call if you need anything. I mean it.