Wednesday Jul 21, 2004

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Going to see celldweller in saginaw tomorrow night, for the second time. Helluva show, totally awesome...can't wait.

Going to silver leaf ren fest saturday...should be good times.

Have to work sunday...I somehow became the person in charge of my company's booth for the county fair...yay me...which means I get to work on sunday and then the following saturday, because noone volunteered to work those days...surprise.
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_sarah_:
Holy fuck. Sarah's telling me about the mental patient that got loose and then attacked her and her friends. eeek
xxtokyoeyexx:
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/Dave+Grohl/

Sunday Jul 18, 2004

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I tell ya, my life just gets more and more weird by the minute.

In other news, oh, hell, who am I kidding, there isn't other news.
_sarah_:
Did you go to SilverLeaf this past weekend?

Wednesday Jul 14, 2004

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I just don't understand. I try to straighten things in my life out and then BAM, thy get all wonky again. I think I'll just quit trying and go with the flow.
_sarah_:
Like you'd ever let something defeat you... wink

Friday Jul 09, 2004

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Going to go watch my old band tonight. Should be interesting.
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ash:
It makes me really fuckin sad to hear abt ur friend payin child support, ACTUALLY WANTING to be a part of that kids life, and he doesnt have rights. I had a gf that tried to pull that shit on her ex and it wasnt even ABOUT the kid, it was all abt HER GETTING REVENGE on her ex. I hate how ppl use their children as pawns against each other, it makes me so fired up I cant stand it.
PPl should be HAPPY if their exxes pay and want to participate, they have no idea how lucky they really are.
shewulf:
Yeah I think I would want to come back as a Polar bear or something big and fuzzy.

Thursday Jul 08, 2004

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If I believed in reincarnation I would so end this run at life now and try again.
_sarah_:
But you wouldn't get this life again... You'd come back in a new shell. skull
shewulf:
You wouldnt want to start life over, but Sorcha's right you wouldnt come back in the same life you would come back as like a goat or a seagull or something. I know how you feel i would love to go back in time and start everything over from maybe age 14

Wednesday Jul 07, 2004

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Don't you love when you discover that a large chunk of what you believed is total bullshit.
_sarah_:
No. I hated it. Cowardly liars suck ass.

What's going on?

Tuesday Jul 06, 2004

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What the fuck happened to my life?
_sarah_:
You'd remember if you didn't drink so much. wink tongue

How was camping? Did you get soaked on Sunday? Gaylord got a ton of rain.

Thursday Jul 01, 2004

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Leaving today to go up north adn get the fuck out of here...hopefully to forget and have some fun.
shewulf:
Have fun up north. I'm going to go up north today after work. Going to oscoda with my family for the fourth of july.

Tuesday Jun 29, 2004

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Sometimes you don't want to wake up, and then you wish you hadn't and spend all day wishing you were back in bed...and then when you get to bed you wonder why you are there...and remember that it's because being awake sucks.
_sarah_:
I wrote something like this many journals ago. It never showed up online. This is from a private, handwritten journal.

*digs for it*
*trips on shoes*
*swears*

Here it is!

'What happens when you're having the best dream of your life, and then you realize it is your life? The difference is that you can have a dream again. You can't always have DreamLife again.

Those precious moments in time when my dreams blurred with reality are gone, and now all I wish for is to fall asleep.

I can't fall asleep, though, because then the nightmares come. I call them this because the happiness of the DreamLife invades my dreams and makes me wake up, shaking, because it's no longer reality. My waking life is the nightmare, but I don't want to sleep because of the bittersweet "realities" presented in my dreams. I can't stay up. I can't sleep.

Where do I go? What do you do when the one person who helped you sleep peacefully is the one poking sticks into the clouds? What do you do when the one person you could cry upon is the one making you cry?'

This isn't me trying to help. This isn't me putting words into your mouth. This is me simply being me, for all it's worth.

*hugs you even though it will piss you off*

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