silvercord

Well, the gigs are over. Friday night I played my ass off thinking that we had to work hard to get back in that bar again...and then they fucked us. Again with the money, it's always about the money. I pulled both biceps I was playing so damn hard...and I was on. And then we got fucked. So then last night, we played at a bar that is ok...but the show sucked. Much tension in the band because of the money thing and then one of the guys decided he was going to be a bitch because he doesn't know how to practice on his own time so we didn't play the 8 new songs we ere supposed to. And he was getting pissy with me because I don't like getting fucked in the ass by the bars, but apparently he is ok with it.

I am thinking about quitting it. I love the music, I love the people, I love playing...I hate the bullshit. I have so many more things I could be doing, but I do this because I like it...well, I don't much like it anymore...the bullshit is far outweighing the good stuff. Gah.

Met crweiss at the bar Friday...he was sporting some swag so I recognized a fellow addict Say hi to him.