Tuesday Feb 24, 2004

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Today is looking much better than yesterday. It's amazing how time is sometimes the best medicine.
_sarah_:
I was until we met. Then everything I've been dealing with just came flooding in, and I freaked all the way home.

Okay, I was freaking out all weekend, not just on the way home. It was just too much too soon. When he kissed me through the car window, all I could think about was how you did that when we first met, and that led to other memories I'd repressed. Healthy! tongue So I cried all the way to Cleveland and then called him when I hit Ann Arbor. We talked from Ann Arbor to K-Zoo and then another hour when I got home.

I feel completely fucked in the head. I hate hurting people.

The other oddity was that I found myself saying the exact same things you said to me... like when he said I made his days brighter, I said, "And I hate taking that from you."

Ugh. frown

[Edited on Feb 24, 2004 11:53AM]

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