Playing at the Hamilton Street Pub in Saginaw on Friday...come see come see! It's going to be an awesome show...and the venue is in general just awesome as well. Saturday we are playing at Rodeitcher's in Freeland...also always a great time.
Today is looking much better than yesterday. It's amazing how time is sometimes the best medicine.
_sarah_:
I was until we met. Then everything I've been dealing with just came flooding in, and I freaked all the way home.
Okay, I was freaking out all weekend, not just on the way home. It was just too much too soon. When he kissed me through the car window, all I could think about was how you did that when we first met, and that led to other memories I'd repressed. Healthy!
So I cried all the way to Cleveland and then called him when I hit Ann Arbor. We talked from Ann Arbor to K-Zoo and then another hour when I got home.
I feel completely fucked in the head. I hate hurting people.
The other oddity was that I found myself saying the exact same things you said to me... like when he said I made his days brighter, I said, "And I hate taking that from you."
Ugh.
[Edited on Feb 24, 2004 11:53AM]
Okay, I was freaking out all weekend, not just on the way home. It was just too much too soon. When he kissed me through the car window, all I could think about was how you did that when we first met, and that led to other memories I'd repressed. Healthy!
So I cried all the way to Cleveland and then called him when I hit Ann Arbor. We talked from Ann Arbor to K-Zoo and then another hour when I got home.
I feel completely fucked in the head. I hate hurting people.
The other oddity was that I found myself saying the exact same things you said to me... like when he said I made his days brighter, I said, "And I hate taking that from you."
Ugh.
[Edited on Feb 24, 2004 11:53AM]
I am a coward, a self-doubter, a self-loather and bi-polar. How was your day?
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_sarah_:
Oh, like YOU aren't vague all the time.
kasara:
Together we stand, divided we fall.
I hate this.
shewulf:
Okay I can deffinatly go to the shows at Mo Doggies since thats not that far from me at all and i can probably make it to one of the shows in montrose..I havent been to White's bar but I'm sure I could easily find it....I'm excited to see your band...I love hearing local bands...anyways
what is is that you hate??
what is is that you hate??
Celldweller show was fucking awesome! Klayton and crew know how to put on a show. Met some cool people there...they drove all the way from Canada to catch the show. Exchanged emails, hope to talk to them again.
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kasara:
You like Celldweller?? I've never heard of anyone who likes him 
_sarah_:
Why do you miss her as "something you never had"? Did something go wrong?
It seems you really can miss something you've never had.
Celldweller show in Flint tomorrow at the Machine Shop. It's FREE...so GO! I will be there, drinking Guinness and loving every minute of Klayton's brilliance.
Celldweller show in Flint tomorrow at the Machine Shop. It's FREE...so GO! I will be there, drinking Guinness and loving every minute of Klayton's brilliance.
_sarah_:
What do you miss?
The weekend was drunk. Very, very drunk.
Seeing people I care about being sad and very depressed makes me feel helpless. I want so bad to be able to make it all better and I can't. It sucks.
Seeing people I care about being sad and very depressed makes me feel helpless. I want so bad to be able to make it all better and I can't. It sucks.
It's wednesday. I don't like wednesdays.
Nothing much else interesting to say. So, I'll self-promote. Silvercord - Go Listen
The Main Feature - Go Buy
Nothing much else interesting to say. So, I'll self-promote. Silvercord - Go Listen
The Main Feature - Go Buy
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shewulf:
Thats funny...I like that
shewulf:
I hate wednesdays too...they suck althought i hate mondays even worse
Terribly interesting how no one replies to my journal anymore. I think it's a conspiracy.
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osoesoteric:
it is but don't tell "The Man" that I told you...
ovida:
*makes with the not replying* Take THAT journal!! MUWAHAHA...ha...wait a minute...
The show last night was fucking awesome. We were so entirely on it was amazing. A DJ from a local radio station caught the 2nd and 3rd sets and was amazed so maybe she'll give us some lip service or something.
Playing at Shooters in Saginaw tomorrow night. If you're in the area come on out and see the show.
Haven't updated in a while...I've been busy. Not much new here...just trying to get by.
I may have met someone, I don't know. Things are still iffy and in the getting to find out all the things about the other person phase.
I may have met someone, I don't know. Things are still iffy and in the getting to find out all the things about the other person phase.
Saturday too.