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I'm gonna post this again cuz only one person commented on it and I'm curious to know what people think. I wrote it for the girl referenced in the past few journal entries...

My eyes have taken pictures of your face
And fingers read the patterns of your skin.
I've memorized the lines; do not erase
The poetry that is contained therein.
My lips have...
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_sarah_:
Keeping tabs... checking in to see how you are... you know... nothing bad.

I was vegetarian until I spent a day in the hospital last week. I hadn't been eating, well, anything for about three weeks. I just didn't have an appetite. I had no idea why. That, coupled with not eating meat, forced my sugar so low that I couldn't recover. I was so lightheaded I could hardly move on Thursday, slept from 5 AM Friday to 6 AM Saturday while on a glucose drip, and then had such bad vertigo on Saturday that I almost couldn't make my cousin's wedding. I kept my sugar up all day, and Mom practically shoved every kind of meat down my throat at the wedding reception.

Dude. We ate at a Chinese buffet on Sunday, and they had the SAME chairs and the SAME food (only more kinds) that the one in Caro has! I got to have my chicken on a stick and green beans. I wonder if it's the same family. The chairs were even the same. Oh, and the placemats too. But we got our soda right away at this one.

[Edited on Apr 08, 2004 7:53PM]
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I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do. I am in love and dying (figuratively). It's so hard when the other person has so much outside of you that you have to contend with, past issues, things kinda promised, etc. Knowing that they feel something, and yet refuse to admit it and let themselves really feel it sucks.

*sigh* why is...
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jem:
having a little too much fun on a broom...sounds like my kinda woman wink

shewulf:
That sucks...I agree with alexa sometimes you have to go thru that when you fall in love...I certainly did...

Yeah I want to get the i730 but I dont have enough money at the moment....I have the i90 phone right now...You have a nextel phone?

Yeah let me know when you'll be playing again it doenst matter really what city i dont mind driving....
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Posting it again, cuz I like it...

Wrote this for a special someone...

My eyes have taken pictures of your face
And fingers read the patterns of your skin.
I've memorized the lines; do not erase
The poetry that is contained therein.
My lips have tasted sweetly of your kiss;
Your lips a satin kissed by morning dew
So tender warm and giving one to...
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shewulf:
Yeah it sucks ass...I have to go up north with my family this weekend...every time your band is playing near me something happens so that i cant go...So tell me when are you playing again...I can drive to Caro thats about an hour away....or maybe an hour and a half but not that bad of a drive....Sorry that i wont be able to go frown

What great words...I love it...Its great
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Wrote this for a special someone...

My eyes have taken pictures of your face
And fingers read the patterns of your skin.
I've memorized the lines; do not erase
The poetry that is contained therein.
My lips have tasted sweetly of your kiss;
Your lips a satin kissed by morning dew
So tender warm and giving one to bliss,
That leave me yearning for those...
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So confused. Dealing with things I never thought I'd have to deal with, and it sucks. Hopefully it will all be worth it in the end, it's hard to say. I've always said that reality is subjective, and now I am really seeing the full extent of what that really means...I always thought it was just some really philosophical thing to say...now I am having...
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Weekend update: It was amazing. I had the best time with anyone that I have had in years. Each moment got better and better. It was quite surreal and perfect. It was surreal because, well, I never ever ever would have even imagined that it would happen. Not this soon and not ever. Perfect because it was one of those moments where the world stops...
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ash:
ok, this is the 3rd time Ive tried to place a comment in your journal. I have no idea why it logs me out every time I come to your page, but this is the last time Im trying to put a comment here ... until you change your journal entry.

congrats on your relationship ... when I read this entry it reminded me so much of the internet love affair *I* had several years back. *sigh* It was perfect, just like yours. Unfortunately those moments dont last forever.

I had origionally written a lot more, but now I cant remember everything I said, lol! sorry babes frown
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Well...I'm still at her place. Guess that means things are going well.

More later.
_sarah_:
Between fucking and sleeping, there is time to pick up the phone.

Oh well. I didn't expect a call anyway.

Glad you had fun.
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Today is the day. I will be leaving shortly...wish me luck.
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_sarah_:
Hey... thanks for calling to let us know if you were going to make it or not. whatever
ash:
omg omg omg omg omg! good luck to ya babes! I remember when I had a similar love affair thing goiong on ... when we actually met it was like a firework show! *sigh* ::dreams abt fancy schmancy love affairs:: I bet you were more nervous than you've ever been in your life. Where does she live and how did you guys get to talking?

My best friend had a similar kind of internet love affair ... she and this guy had been talking for months and months, I mean everyday on the phone for hours on end, online, you name it. She was so sure that this guy "was the one". Well finally after all that time, they decided to meet ... and it turned out, they didnt click! I mean, what a dissapointment for her ... because they just got along so well on the phone and in every other aspect! I guess pheremones really do play an important part ... and thats something that cannot be decided over the internet!

I love to read also, I see you have shakesphere listed as some of your fave reads. I love his stories, theyre some of the best ever written but I do need to get those extra notes to help me with some of the references he makes.

I never asked ... abt your career, do u have a psyche degree of any kind?
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Looks like I'm going to be heading to GR saturday to finally meet my crush. I'm excited and nervous. Not sure how long I will be there...if a few hours or overnight. Not really planning further than "Hi."

If only for a few hours then I'll try and hook up with the SGKazoo folks and stuff.

Saturday morning will not come fast enough.
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_sarah_:
It was usually under us. tongue The only time it ended up in a heap was if YOU pushed it off in a hurry to take care of business.
_sarah_:
I never said I was complaining.