Thursday May 14, 2009

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I had a very very serious breakdown tonight but worked through it. I talked to my sister in LA that I had a falling out with and I feel so much love, connection and gratitude for her. Not only because she's my sister and what she's done for me, but for just talking to me tonight.

I assist in seminars and tonight, I came away with how much I sabotage my own life. I stand in the way of my own success and a long time ago, I resigned myself into thinking that I don't deserve to get what I want. I mean, I made the commitment to go balls-to-the-wall with this life only just a couple weeks ago but I really got tonight why I haven't done it in the past.

*sigh* Now just moving on and up.

Besos!
Aimee
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erichasfinewine:
Let me tell you are not alone when it comes to keeping ourselves from being successful. I have done and still do that very thing of thinking I don't deserve what I work so hard for. I think I think that others will put me down for being successful, when it shouldn't matter what others think, as long as I'm doing the right thing. That goes for you too. You have only one life, and one day to live it. Yesterday is a dream that can't be changed, and tomorrow has not come and is not promised to you, so all you have is the present moment. Make it count, live it be happy in it and make a difference for yourself. Go live!!!!!

Much love for you!! kiss kiss biggrin biggrin love love
pureblu326:
glad urs are over...I can't wait til mine are...raaaa...but then again after next tues they will be over and by the next week I'll be completely done complaining about how much I miss school haha

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