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silvan415

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Thursday Mar 24, 2005

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Goddamn I'm so deep. So - Deep, so smart, my brain is so mangormious - I take pictures of it using Sonagrams just so I can see how deep I really am.

Saw I love Huckabees and I felt like expressing that.

Delusional thinking is one of the things that keeps people from ever achieving their true potential. Reality is at once composed of everything and nothingness, profound dispair and profound joy and creation - nothing is named and yet we name everything, including ourselves. The ideas expressed above are misconceptions about myself I have developed - this coupled with "I can do something" or "I can't do something" - Naming is a powerful thing, you name yourself by limiting yourself, and limit yourself by naming your limits.

How is it I can have the "name" "I am so smart" and "I am so stupid" within my vocabulary -at the same time-

Just like a woman can have "I am so pretty" and "I am so ugly"

Ideas poke up, ideas possess as much energy as your own consciousness possesses - they think for you sometimes, limit you in a worse way then walls limit - they dictate your ability to even percieve. Naming is Belief, Belief shapes the way one percieves based on a bunch of names - you believe yourself stupid, smart, skinny, fat, ugly, pretty.

Awareness of this will help one shape beliefes at first, perhaps, like remaking the prison in which one lives. then perhaps Belief can be escaped.
coldblood81:
Monkies scare me.

ooo aaa EEEEEKKKK
Mar 24, 2005

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