silvan415

City burned forward in a conundrum, fucking sunlight spilling downward a weight on to my white skin. And San Francisco suffers a melanin deficiant tan that is in no way connected to global warming, yet has all the signs and symptoms of such. Girl stops me and says "Want to contribute money to help strengthen the democrates? The republicans have raised over 20 billion dollars...
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Writing poetry about Walgreens -
Observing life through the homeless

"Wow - this is 2 for a dollar! How can walgreens afford to do this!?"

"Because we only buy them for 29 cents."

....

Once again I've dispelled a mystery for the masses.

Once again Value isnt equvilent to weight.

*counts his gray hairs*
*scrubs his eyes with his knuckles*
*counts his heartbeats*
*makes believe in the moment*
*says the obvious truths*
*can't find the details*
*collapses*
*makes no sound*

My god - Bee has a fabulous Body O.o!

Ah - Need to get on getting on...
With my writing! I'm such a procrastinator!

Got a new set of earrings, little amber spirals, Thanks to Coldblooded =)

And finally - three days off next week Ugh.

To Do:

See Jess,
See Khan,
Harass Melissa
Eat Chicken Pho -
Hump someone.

Not in that order. The...
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OMG - EmilyEve's set is so amazing.

Something from a dream. I was running feral through an abandoned school - droplets of water, broken pipes, turned over rusted desks. It was a feeling of utter freedom - wildness within a civilized space...a place after everything has collapsed, when we as humans have fallen. When this world that we know has become another piece of history....
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*comes up with a controversial idea*

*shuts his computer off*

MY MANY NAMES!

Birth name: Silas
Meaning: Little old man in the woods
Derivitive: Silvanus (ie silvan415) - meaning Lord of the woods.
Latin in origin.
Femanine: Sylvia (I think)

Chinese name given to me by the gods (or coworker Xiaoyen)

Da-Fe-Shung-Shu!
Meaning: Da-fe: Obese Shung-Shu: Tree-rat OR
Obese squirrel.

I am not!

Japanese name chosen by me as a best translation of my anglosaxon...
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- things are given -

- starts to go into that as a subject for a journal -

- things are lost -

- goes silent, looks confused. -

- things are taken away -

- gets depressed and starts to go into that as a subject for a journal -

- things are given -

- Eats corn 8:55 in the morning staring at his computer very sternly. -


- Wonders if he should be worried for his mind -

-stares at his screen for a long time-

I was stoned at work today.

Took a muscle relaxer and Vicatin. It was hard to function.

The job is so depressing. It sucks the life out of me.
Walgreens.

I hope I have a better day tomorrow.

Moving?

So I'm thinking of moving into a place with Galina (a friend of mine) and a Vegan buddhist woman. I only just now thought of it.

The household is vegiterian.

My mom hates what I eat, and so will these ladies.

I have two dominating women telling me what to do either way.

Free DSL or Free digital cable?

...

I mine as well...
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- Had a pretty good day today.

Amazing poetry readings from my classmates. Most people in my class did Heteronames - "Different Names" - in which they wrote poetry based on another identity. This is based on the poet Fernando Pesoa - an amazing Brazilian poet who died in the 1930's who was obsessed about creating alternate identities in which to view the world through....
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