I will be another cycle older. I'm not too keen on this go around since I'm now going to be forty fucking three but eh, shit happens I guess. I'm almost over this fucking wretched pneumonia as well thankfully. Should be all aces by then (fingers crossed and knocking on wood just in case!) and that will be good since I have an evening of debauchery and debasing of the senses to attend! I want to fully enjoy the ride this time around since I have no idea how many cycles I have left in me "sum total" wise. So, I intend to numb my mind, body and soul and transcend into a sort of blissful, psychedelia fueled, feedback loop. Oh it sounds scary the way I'm describing it but really, it's one of the greatest feelings in the entire world. A few drops of "this" and a dash of "that" and some pieces of "this" and I'll be totally at one with the universe for another night. I simply cannot wait. The aging, meh. But the celebration/mind erasure is so much fun. In truth, I look forward to that ritual more than anything and haven't deviated from this pattern of behavior in about two decades now so I'll continue this behavior until I simply can no longer do so. Well, that's enough for now. I'm off to bed. Hopefully, I'll be back to normal by the morning or at least by the day after tomorrow! See you all then. Bye for now!
