siiix

I hate everything and everything hates me.

Joy to the fucking world.

If you are a lesbian, don't tell me to sit on your face.

You are beautiful. I just want you to know that.

The crab louse is gonna getcha.

Nice shoes, wanna fuck?

Nice boys wanna fuck.

Bad boys wanna truck.

You walk like a fucking duck.

My my my -- how ever...
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Bleh.

I'm irritated. I'm tired of stupid people. Why does it seem like people fight to remain in or regain failed relationships? When it comes to the point of physical violence, that should be a big fucking clue! But NO!

She says "I still love him."

She says "That's not the REAL him."

She says "It's only the second time he has hit me."

Just...
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The cutest girl with the best freckles ever came in and sat at one of my tables last week. I couldn't resist and had to tell her how awesome they were. She turned all red.

I hope she comes back in. I'll have to find out if she is single.

Oh yeah! And she has excellent taste in beer! She ordered a tall Killians.

I secretly have a crush on Louise. Shhhh!

I'm ready to blow away

Dust in the wind and all that jazz

Put me in your hand

And blow me away

Help me figure this out:

My boss' daughter asked if I was gay. He told her I am straight. She replied that I am too pretty to be straight.

Is this a good thing or a bad thing? Weirdness abound.

I guess that's just how it's going to be.

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I've lived to bury my desires,
And see my dreams corrode with rust;
Now all that's left are fruitless fires
That burn my empty heart to dust.

- Aleksandr Pushkin

I think I might be allergic to Vodka. Not deathly allergic or anything, but it affects me in a way that no other alcohol does. My bartender, yes, *MY* bartender, Edye is allergic to Vodka. We were drinking Purple Hooters the other night and I noticed her cheeks getting all red....very red. It's the vodka that makes it happen. After mentioning her red cheecks she...
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*cough*

My sinuses are killing me, I have a cold, and some sort of chect congestion.

It's time to go drown my lungs in the refreshing blend of tobacco that only a Kool can offer.

*cough*

Once upon a time, I had so much energy deep inside that allowed me to draw without hesitation. I want that back...but i can't find it anymore. I just want to break all the tips off my pencils and rip the pages from my sketch books. I just want to sink into oblivion and never feel again.

I can't run. I can't hide. I'm surrounded...
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Birth - Life - Death

Yeah.

I'm tired.

Do you ever feel like it's time to leave? This summer I started getting this really strong vibe. I give myself 10 years. Yeah, I'm crazy, but that's beside the point. I always imagined myself moving to the next step in the cyle when I hit 50. I'm not so sure it's going to happen.

Do I...
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Yay!

I am my only friend.

I really don't want to be my friend, though!

And the system won't let me befriend myself!