sickgirl78

good bye 2007. (thank god)

we had a car show in town this weekend and it made me think of this....enjoy.


I'm so rockabilly I brush my teeth with my wirebrush after I cleaned my engine with it.....

I'm so rockabilly my cuffs have cuffs.

I'm so rockabilly I have withdrawls without my grease.

I'm so rockabilly when I moved to Mr. Rogers Neighborhood it became Mr. Rogers Hellbent Neighborhood....
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I feel like change is coming, nothing specific...just change.
It's an overwhelming feeling and I feel sick because of it.

BTW, the wedding...eh. I'm not sure who those people are, but I'm pretty sure they aren't my real family.

CRAP! I had a pic ready and it won't show up! Anyway, just letting everyone know... it's No Pants Day!!!

So....we are back on. Starting fresh. As fresh as you can after fours years I guess. I'm happy, and a little scared too, but mostly happy. Thanks to everyone who gave a kind word over the past month or so. I'll keep you updated( or I'll try to, I'm really bad at it ).

Anyway, I'd talk about other things, but not much else is...
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so, today would've been four years. I was doing ok all day until now. Night time is the hardest time. I feel most alone after dark. Even when I go out, I'm still coming home to an empty house and laying in an empty bed. Tomorrow makes a month since he left and it feels like a lifetime. I keep having horrible dreams about it...
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Late last night I was looking through pictures
Flooded with memories I lied on the floor
And spread them around me like friends at a party
There faces remind me of all that I've known
Still I can't forget all the hush.
all the fiction and lies and the tears and the laughs
take a walk through the past you and I hand in hand...
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life. it seems like such a chore now.