sickfuckiam

I keep meaning to draw alot of things, but i cant really start another project till i finish the last, and the last one i started was a portrait of my neighbors who are about the sweetest older people ive ever met. The husband, danny is terminally ill.. doctors said he would die ages ago, but he still gets out and plays golf when the weather is nice. They both were previously marries and have 5 kids of their own each, which means grand kids are everywhere. One of the daughters lives with them with her 2 sons who are well behaved for their age. They often baby sit my niece when i have to work.

The thing that bothers me is i just dot enjoy drawing portraits, you all prolly seen my art.. and there isn usually something very odd in all my drawings, and doing something conventional just doesnt blow mu skirt up. I really kinda feel like a dick for not finishing it yet. I was asked to do it obviously , its just something i felt like doing.

this is as far as ive gotten..