sicka

I had a lot of fun last night. I made friends with the band Mayfield...though I hurt the guitarist's hand in a game of air hockey. Woops.

I'm really glad I went to Ricky's show cos I got to see Jeremy, who I haven't seen for at least 3 years...probably more. I met his girlfriend and she is very sweet.

It was actually the first time I was formally introduced/talked to Ricky. I had met him briefly at a show years ago but he didn't really remember me and we didn't really talk. He told me that I was "really pretty" which made me laugh. I think he was surprised? I don't know. I think people don't really think I would look like me in real life?

It's weird.

I've been listening to a lot of sappy music....and I like it.

Okay, so I have this one ex I just can't let go of...I didn't talk to him for like two years and then I just i/med him on impulse...he told me I should come see him and it just ripped open old wounds. I'm so stupid sometimes. I must really like to torture myself...