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sianna

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Saturday Jan 08, 2005

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everyone i know is so negative. i mean, i know it can be down right exhausting to look for the positive all of the time and sometimes it just feels good to be depressed, but i just refuse to let things get me down all of the time. and i think some people think i'm crazy or they just don't believe me but life is so much better when your happy. there are so many things in my life i could be sad about, but why waste me time being sad? there are so many good things too...i think the reason i can be so happy is becuase i've fortunate to have the best friends anyone could ask for. that's a big part of a good life. and someone that i know has never had that because he's always been dependent on me, but he can't be anymore. and i'm not going to turn around and do it to someone else just because i'm lonely. i don't care how tempting it is.
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hotpockets:
Sometimes it really is easier to say "fuck it, I don't care about things" but really, deep down, I think that things are going to work out and I find myself defaulting to optimism and looking forward to things. I know that I can drag people down with little-crappy-things that happen to me on a daily basis, but eh, whatever.

Good to have you back.
Jan 9, 2005
sin_:
Don't settle for anything because it is comfortable. You obviously know in your heart this guy is not right for you and no matter how compassionate you are, YOU still have a life to live and a path to follow. You have lots to explore and good people to support you.

Follow your heart not your head or stomach, do what feels right, not what is easiest. You are positive and probably know this already.

You ex. has to be comfortable with himself so being "lonely" may be good for him, time to learn and grow.

Keep smiling and keep those pretty eyes bright.

wink
Jan 10, 2005

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