Went to my Christmas Staff party last night... alone 
But I had a good time anyways. I work with my cousin who brings good times with him wherever he goes. He was gonna bring this one girl, Robin, a mutual friend of ours, and at the last second (the day before), she mentioned that I should bring her friend Kate. I had met Kate once...
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But I had a good time anyways. I work with my cousin who brings good times with him wherever he goes. He was gonna bring this one girl, Robin, a mutual friend of ours, and at the last second (the day before), she mentioned that I should bring her friend Kate. I had met Kate once... Read More
thevulture:
Independant goth girls are cool because they're so mysterious. They've got all this knowledge and all these secrets and because they're introverted so much nobody really knows how much they have to offer. Getting to be friends with people like that is like finding a treasure. But I'm a romantic, lol.
torai:
it nice to hear from you again, i was getting kind of worried after that whole sick and dropp down dead. Seems like you are alive and kicking..good cause i missed you. 
Not much to report just now. Feeling good, all systems operating within normal tolerances. I'm still wheezy the coughing goat, but I'll live.
My computski is making a high pitched whine.
Uh, things are fun, I like stuff. maybe I'll just tinker with my profile.
My computski is making a high pitched whine.
Uh, things are fun, I like stuff. maybe I'll just tinker with my profile.
I had the opposite experience online tonight. I found a good group of people playing Halo 2 and we played a few games and just did some running around experimenting and talking and laughing. Good clean fun. 
Ok, sometimes people are nice.
Ok, sometimes people are nice.
Welcome to the wonderful world of online gaming. I've been playing a little bit of Halo 2 online with a couple of my friends. Even though I am wildly dissapointed by the second in this series of games, the possibility of online play intrigues me.
Well, I guess my dissapointment knows no bounds. My friends and I are relatively nice people. In fact, Finn and...
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torai:
seems like we are on the same page right now.
And hey nice guys do get the girl, i can promise you that.
Sweetness rocks and i can tell you have a lot.
You can call me your girl, see the sweet guy gets it.
And hey nice guys do get the girl, i can promise you that.
Sweetness rocks and i can tell you have a lot.
You can call me your girl, see the sweet guy gets it.
torai:
Dont tease, cause if i could be there i would...no doubt at all, but hey if you do want to pick me up ill be waiting....
You make me happy...
You make me happy...
So... very... ill...
Must ... go to... work. Strobe... light...
Make fan ...spin. ...art project...
RELAYS!
<Collapses to the floor, unconscious... bleeding from ear>
Must ... go to... work. Strobe... light...
Make fan ...spin. ...art project...
RELAYS!
<Collapses to the floor, unconscious... bleeding from ear>
torai:
guh..are you ok?? 
I'm ascared of ZOMBIES! 
thevulture:
In the Niiiiiiiiiiiiiight!!!
torai:
oh man can i identfy.
I live completely alone, and with the very active imagination that i harbour in my brain, i dont dare any longer to watch scarey movies. Even when going to the theater with friends to see a flick, i will eventualy be alone in my house. Not cool.
Before i got my platform bed, i would run and jump far over the under side of the bed, because, yes i was affraid, very affraid. Then i would lay there, wide eyes with the blankets just above my nose, and listen to every sound in my home.
And this was only a few months ago. The unsloved mysteries theme song still makes me quiver.
So a friend and i were walking throught the hallways at school one day last week, turned a corner and there stood this 4 foot 5 santa. We thought nothing of it and continue to walk closer. It begain to move, the legs and the arms were swaying, the head turned from side to side. The eye lids opened and closed. It turned its head straight at us, opened its creepy eyes and stared at us....then started to sing..."here comes santa claus"....needless to say me and my friend freaked...and took of running.
Another day, walking the same hall, we dreaded the santa. It was like some crazy chucky thing..But we could do it, we are grown women. We turned the corner and it was gone. and again...we freaked.
i hate that damm santa. and that damm song.
Oh the coarse that i am in is Counselling...something hit me today...not literally..i was in one of my class and daydreaming like i usally do and decided to check out advertising. I think that my creative side is being repressed and its not taking a very good toll on me. I tend to get alittle crazy when i dont vent musicaly..or through painting..or whatever. I spent the last week trying to figure out what was my true talent and work off that for my future. I am going to enrole in advertising for next fall and finish this semester off.
I think i am i too senstive and i end up crying cause i feel too much of my clients pain, and there is so much to deal with. I just know that its not for me.
As far as the mechanic thing goes...i agree..so hot. Guys who wear thoughs tool belts and walk around in dirty work clothes..well not all the time...but i agree so hot.
Oh ya...i would love to do it, but i think i would be more up for it as a hobbie. I am dying to pick up a great peice of muscle machinery and tinker with it.\
Hey my car is slowly dieing a pain full death. I think the engine is about to go...its cool though...i do love the car...its sweet but 248,oookm on a hyundai..its a cute little wagon. Ill miss her.
I live completely alone, and with the very active imagination that i harbour in my brain, i dont dare any longer to watch scarey movies. Even when going to the theater with friends to see a flick, i will eventualy be alone in my house. Not cool.
Before i got my platform bed, i would run and jump far over the under side of the bed, because, yes i was affraid, very affraid. Then i would lay there, wide eyes with the blankets just above my nose, and listen to every sound in my home.
And this was only a few months ago. The unsloved mysteries theme song still makes me quiver.
So a friend and i were walking throught the hallways at school one day last week, turned a corner and there stood this 4 foot 5 santa. We thought nothing of it and continue to walk closer. It begain to move, the legs and the arms were swaying, the head turned from side to side. The eye lids opened and closed. It turned its head straight at us, opened its creepy eyes and stared at us....then started to sing..."here comes santa claus"....needless to say me and my friend freaked...and took of running.
Another day, walking the same hall, we dreaded the santa. It was like some crazy chucky thing..But we could do it, we are grown women. We turned the corner and it was gone. and again...we freaked.
i hate that damm santa. and that damm song.
Oh the coarse that i am in is Counselling...something hit me today...not literally..i was in one of my class and daydreaming like i usally do and decided to check out advertising. I think that my creative side is being repressed and its not taking a very good toll on me. I tend to get alittle crazy when i dont vent musicaly..or through painting..or whatever. I spent the last week trying to figure out what was my true talent and work off that for my future. I am going to enrole in advertising for next fall and finish this semester off.
I think i am i too senstive and i end up crying cause i feel too much of my clients pain, and there is so much to deal with. I just know that its not for me.
As far as the mechanic thing goes...i agree..so hot. Guys who wear thoughs tool belts and walk around in dirty work clothes..well not all the time...but i agree so hot.
Oh ya...i would love to do it, but i think i would be more up for it as a hobbie. I am dying to pick up a great peice of muscle machinery and tinker with it.\
Hey my car is slowly dieing a pain full death. I think the engine is about to go...its cool though...i do love the car...its sweet but 248,oookm on a hyundai..its a cute little wagon. Ill miss her.
So you're saying I'm a big geek simply because I sit here typing on the computer while wearing all my snowboarding gear? I say to you that I am not such a geek because I am no longer wearing my goggles or mitts. The touque was a bit hot, so it's off also. My excuse is that I just got a new jacket, and I...
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torai:
ok so now i feel like the geek cause man do you sound ever so cute all in your gear. i have always had a thing for snowboard/skateboard guys. I have spent many days in my youth hanging out in the local school parking lot after hours watching the guys skate.
I did snowboard for a few seasons. We would travel north, and drive around in the wilderness for free hills. just hanging out and have fun.
Maybe the situation with the girls is trying to tell you something. Maybe you should go to Australia. I am not saying that Canada doesnt want you anymore, we do (hey look at the big head, speaking for canada). But the situation is weird. Maybe the planets did all join together and said, hey lets confuse this guy. if i had the chance and the weird change of planets on my side i might try it out.
ya and football guy seems like he has some pretty good conversations. He laughs alot.
hopefuly i got this edit in before you had the chance to read it, cause being busted was slightly embarassing.
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I did snowboard for a few seasons. We would travel north, and drive around in the wilderness for free hills. just hanging out and have fun.
Maybe the situation with the girls is trying to tell you something. Maybe you should go to Australia. I am not saying that Canada doesnt want you anymore, we do (hey look at the big head, speaking for canada). But the situation is weird. Maybe the planets did all join together and said, hey lets confuse this guy. if i had the chance and the weird change of planets on my side i might try it out.
ya and football guy seems like he has some pretty good conversations. He laughs alot.
hopefuly i got this edit in before you had the chance to read it, cause being busted was slightly embarassing.
[Edited on Nov 30, 2004 6:45PM]
Cool, I had friends over tonight for supper. I'm learning to cook, so I'm making a point of doing this often. Tonight I made like 10 pieces of mango chutney chicken on basmati rice, and also roasted a bu n ch of asparagus with parmesan cheeze. It was really good if I do say so myself. Between the 7 of us we polished it all...
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torai:
oh gee i think i need to have one of you around.You know how to cook and speak another language.
I know -8 is not that cold, but i am just getting used to winter.
It was so funny when you where telling me about your high school experince, cause here it was the complete opposites, well kind of. The preppies/jocks bullied the "smart kids", and the skate/punk kids just went about the business. I dont think we ever had a cowboy. There is one at the mall who i see whenever i go there.
There is also a football player who wonders the streets down town at night.
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I know -8 is not that cold, but i am just getting used to winter.
It was so funny when you where telling me about your high school experince, cause here it was the complete opposites, well kind of. The preppies/jocks bullied the "smart kids", and the skate/punk kids just went about the business. I dont think we ever had a cowboy. There is one at the mall who i see whenever i go there.
There is also a football player who wonders the streets down town at night.
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I would say that there aren't many categories of anything of which I like everything in them. (huh?) I'm quite discriminating in my tastes (not like racial or sexual discrimination), but something has to pass rigerous scruteny and prove itself worthwhile before I will give it the COOL stamp of approval. My friends and I are notoriously hard on movies and music and pop culture....
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torai:
I am from a little suburb outside of toronto. Its only little in comparison.
I really try to be nice and loving to the rest of the world,
my quote of my life
"there are like 5 billion people with 5 billion circumstance, we can't understand them all"
Just a little perception thing i try to keep in mind.
But hey i do not claim to be perfect. I have my days and its usally put forth to bad drivers. Hey they cant hear me, only see the evil looks on my face.
I usally just vent by running around, throwing rocks in the lake, spend some good old adrinaline.
I didnt realize how many of the sweetness in mad comments i made..i think it was the day...the day i got screwed.
[Edited on Nov 23, 2004 6:55PM]
I really try to be nice and loving to the rest of the world,
my quote of my life
"there are like 5 billion people with 5 billion circumstance, we can't understand them all"
Just a little perception thing i try to keep in mind.
But hey i do not claim to be perfect. I have my days and its usally put forth to bad drivers. Hey they cant hear me, only see the evil looks on my face.
I usally just vent by running around, throwing rocks in the lake, spend some good old adrinaline.
I didnt realize how many of the sweetness in mad comments i made..i think it was the day...the day i got screwed.
[Edited on Nov 23, 2004 6:55PM]
torai:
So i told you where i am from....you gonna let me know where the red neck capital of canada is?? I have hear of a few, but my guess is Calgary area, and hey no offence. even people who have moved here from there say so. I picture like cows and farms and stuff. I have never been then. I go over and to Vancouver cause my best friend moved out there like 5 years ago. But i have always wanted to move to Edmonton. Dont ask why, cause i am not sure. Just got that feeling. Or perry sound in ontario.
Well this mutual friend some how found my profile on suicide girls... Well he decided to send my ex a link to my profile. So my ex called me up all ticked off cause i was on the site, and all the things i had talked about in my journal.
I dont know, i was pretty ticked off. I just dont understand people sometimes. I would not have cared if my ex found me here on his own, but someone i know when through looked for me, and sent him the link...not cool.
oh well, whats done is done. i have had about a week to forget. I think i forgot the next day. So much school work.
Oh my gosh..you to like thrift store shopping....ohooh so happy.... too sweet.
I just got really excited.
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Well this mutual friend some how found my profile on suicide girls... Well he decided to send my ex a link to my profile. So my ex called me up all ticked off cause i was on the site, and all the things i had talked about in my journal.
I dont know, i was pretty ticked off. I just dont understand people sometimes. I would not have cared if my ex found me here on his own, but someone i know when through looked for me, and sent him the link...not cool.
oh well, whats done is done. i have had about a week to forget. I think i forgot the next day. So much school work.
Oh my gosh..you to like thrift store shopping....ohooh so happy....
too sweet.
I just got really excited.
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Yay. I had a great birthday.
-Went for breakfast with some friends.
-Talked to my buddy on the phone about his cool photography project (I won't give it away but I will say that it involves a motion sensor, a ceiling fan, a strobe light, a record player, and a pair of headphones.)
-Emailed my friend in Dresdin
-Bought a bunch of grocery stuffs (cause...
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-Went for breakfast with some friends.
-Talked to my buddy on the phone about his cool photography project (I won't give it away but I will say that it involves a motion sensor, a ceiling fan, a strobe light, a record player, and a pair of headphones.)
-Emailed my friend in Dresdin
-Bought a bunch of grocery stuffs (cause...
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torai:
hey , well iam glad you had a great morning. I love mornings, only after i have had an hour to wake up.
I know i liked Kanmi too. It was Japanses, i am not however. I am about as Canadian as you get, but i have a slight obession with Asian culture. The art, the food, the live style, everything. It's pasted all over my house, and some parts of my body. Kanmi meant sweet taste. You may feel free to take it as you may.
I had to change my name because a mutal friend of mine and my ex, found me on this site and felt it was there duty to email a link to him. Nice eh? talk about an envasion of privacy. Now he knows everything i have been saying and thinging for the last 3 months. Not too happy about that considering he felt the need to call me a few nights ago and go crazy on me. Nice friends huh?
I wish i was cause a SG thought the name was hot and offered a free membership. I would still probably have to get naked to get it.
Wow what was it like to live there for that long?? did you know any of the language??
I agree about the new cameros for me they started travelling down hill without brakes in the late '70s.
But the new 05 mustang is hot, weird cause i am not a ford girl.
When you said in your reply to me you said "My loneliness isn't so much a result of this as a cause of it." I completely interested me. I began to thing of all the situations, because i natural enjoy just me and i wonder if it reflects i my relationships with others. Dont get me wrong i am not complete ani-social, it's just that alot of people can never understand how i can be so content when i am alone. You know that silly girls in a pack in the bathroom. Well i was at the local college pub one night and got up to leave me group. "Where are you going" they asked, i replied to the bathroom, and they were lilke "arent you going to ask us if we want to come"
I can handle going to the bathroom on my own. And now i am rambling. There was a point in there somewhere.
i see you robot
and raise you a 
I know i liked Kanmi too. It was Japanses, i am not however. I am about as Canadian as you get, but i have a slight obession with Asian culture. The art, the food, the live style, everything. It's pasted all over my house, and some parts of my body. Kanmi meant sweet taste. You may feel free to take it as you may.
I had to change my name because a mutal friend of mine and my ex, found me on this site and felt it was there duty to email a link to him. Nice eh? talk about an envasion of privacy. Now he knows everything i have been saying and thinging for the last 3 months. Not too happy about that considering he felt the need to call me a few nights ago and go crazy on me. Nice friends huh?
I wish i was cause a SG thought the name was hot and offered a free membership. I would still probably have to get naked to get it.
Wow what was it like to live there for that long?? did you know any of the language??
I agree about the new cameros for me they started travelling down hill without brakes in the late '70s.
But the new 05 mustang is hot, weird cause i am not a ford girl.
When you said in your reply to me you said "My loneliness isn't so much a result of this as a cause of it." I completely interested me. I began to thing of all the situations, because i natural enjoy just me and i wonder if it reflects i my relationships with others. Dont get me wrong i am not complete ani-social, it's just that alot of people can never understand how i can be so content when i am alone. You know that silly girls in a pack in the bathroom. Well i was at the local college pub one night and got up to leave me group. "Where are you going" they asked, i replied to the bathroom, and they were lilke "arent you going to ask us if we want to come"
I can handle going to the bathroom on my own. And now i am rambling. There was a point in there somewhere.
i see you robot
and raise you a 
e_loveless:
groceries :p