shovelface:
No place to go.
I am so very done working for the rest of the year. So very, very finished. Come and lounge with me.
Happy McMerry Christmas Eve-erson!
Happy McMerry Christmas Eve-erson!
torai:
Thanky you so much Shovelface..i hope your christmas is awsome.
Have a good holiday..and ill talk to ya soon.
I guess Fed ex has a hard time shipping that order..oh well next time
Have a good holiday..and ill talk to ya soon.
I guess Fed ex has a hard time shipping that order..oh well next time
torai:
Oh Shovelface, that was the funnest, yet sweetest thing that i have see for a long long while.
You made my boxing day!!
Nice outfit, though..really hot. hmm but that goes too ways.
You made my boxing day!!
Nice outfit, though..really hot. hmm but that goes too ways.
So, how is everyone? Good... good. Don't really know what to say right now. Feeling kind of mellanchollie. Not really sad, not really happy, just kind of in limbo. It's like I'm waiting for something big to happen, and, whether it's good or bad, I will be relieved just to have a change. So if anyone wants to come over and either, give me a...
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josie:
Oh gosh..that would be hilarious. It actually went on for a day. I've heard the tale of they talked and seen it quasi acted out. It was...interesting, to say the least.
Worst part is, I made the mistake of mentioning the name Peter Molonyolnxex to some uber game nerd in an attempt to impress him with my game savvy. Of course, this got him started and he rambled on and on and on and on and on, until I finally had to admit the only game I was ever very good at was Yoshi's Story on N64.
very embarassing...lol
Worst part is, I made the mistake of mentioning the name Peter Molonyolnxex to some uber game nerd in an attempt to impress him with my game savvy. Of course, this got him started and he rambled on and on and on and on and on, until I finally had to admit the only game I was ever very good at was Yoshi's Story on N64.
very embarassing...lol
torai:
mmm Ham salad cake...ummm i think i am confused about you offerning..but hey am i so lonely..ill take it.
Does it come with a side of Shovelface??
Listen to us all...maybe its just the time of year or something
Well i got an idea..a lonely cult..it is easier to get member that way. Me and you taking over the world...cause there seems to be alot of loney people.
Muhaahaha....evil plans of domination....Muhahaha....
Ok i gotta get a day job
Later Dude....Have a good Holiday...k
Does it come with a side of Shovelface??
Listen to us all...maybe its just the time of year or something
Well i got an idea..a lonely cult..it is easier to get member that way. Me and you taking over the world...cause there seems to be alot of loney people.
Muhaahaha....evil plans of domination....Muhahaha....
Ok i gotta get a day job
Later Dude....Have a good Holiday...k
We got snow tonight. Big fluffy flakes of it and it makes me mighty happy. We also played boggle. Very proud of myself for getting the words "Leapt, Leper, and Leaper." Well, kind of proud anyhow. I didn't get Quagmire, so I'm not the king
torai:
i love the big fluffy flakes...under the street lamps. Turns me giddly..and like a kid. Spinning in circles...with my tounge out(well not really anymore..i get alittle bit freaked)
And it was not me the other night you saw running around on circles in the street...and if it was i would have been looking for you to join me. 
And it was not me the other night you saw running around on circles in the street...and if it was i would have been looking for you to join me.
josie:
haha i was never very good at boggle. It's snowing here too, and about bloody time.
Yes, I am very glad that I didn't see Torque; that movie scared the bejesus outta me
and yes, that picture is from my first upoming set entitled Cockpit. It's in a..um...DC4?
yea, that sounds about right.
Yes, I am very glad that I didn't see Torque; that movie scared the bejesus outta me
and yes, that picture is from my first upoming set entitled Cockpit. It's in a..um...DC4?
yea, that sounds about right.
So, today at work, I was listening to CKUA (Which, for all the non-albertans out there is a listener supported radio station that plays some cool music.) and all of a sudden it goes dead. Strange, but this type of thing has happened before, so I figure it'll just come back.
After about a minute or so, this alarm sounds over the radio. I figured,...
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After about a minute or so, this alarm sounds over the radio. I figured,...
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torai:
I go through the same thing all the time.
My deep fasination with weather and the hopes of one day experincing just what it was like to live through a tornato or hurricane, or even just a really big snow storm.
The snowstorms here just dont meet my expectations.
I have had so many dreams about earthquakes though...but i think that i should re-think the going out and finding the disaters. There has got to be something alittle more tame and alittle less death defiying...
My deep fasination with weather and the hopes of one day experincing just what it was like to live through a tornato or hurricane, or even just a really big snow storm.
The snowstorms here just dont meet my expectations.
I have had so many dreams about earthquakes though...but i think that i should re-think the going out and finding the disaters. There has got to be something alittle more tame and alittle less death defiying...
Ok, so I have a dillemma.
I like this site. I came here by accident when I was searching out Jhonen Vasquez interviews (and I found a really good one.) I read the interview, and decided to check out the site. I like naked girls, and I like mysterious goth girls, and I like tattoos, and I can afford the membership. So here I am....
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I like this site. I came here by accident when I was searching out Jhonen Vasquez interviews (and I found a really good one.) I read the interview, and decided to check out the site. I like naked girls, and I like mysterious goth girls, and I like tattoos, and I can afford the membership. So here I am....
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thevulture:
Hey man!
Prerogative - there is an "R" after the "P".
I can't say I understand but I will anyway. hehe. I used to have really strong christian beliefs. I read the bible when I was thirteen, from the book of Genesis to Revelations, lucky me. I prayed on my knees 'till I was 16 or 17. I faced off the high school genius in a debate on the existance of god and whatever. I was a firm believer. I did however change and I am not a believer anymore. Most organized religions have earned my respect however and I think I can therefore say that I understand your morals because I haven't forgotten what I learnt as a teenager.
I also used to think that I should be able to find everything I needed from that sole special person I'd spend the rest of my life with. It slowly came to me that it was fairly impossible. What my guy friends can offer me, my girlfriend won't ever. The same with the guys from the bar, the inspiration I get from some artists or directors. Personally, I figure my girlfriend will offer me what I need most from a partner and that is trust, support and intimate comfort. It's only normal to let your imagination wander. Other hot chicks are just like flowers, it's ok to look and wonder and to remind yourself that the grass always appears greener on the other side. A relationship isn't something that happens. What keeps you together is that you provide her with what is essential to her and she provides you with what is essential to you. She can't provide you with everything and you can't provide her with everything. But there are things that you prioritize and it's different from one person to the next.
Anywas what a fucking rambling. delete it if you don't understand shit from it. I'm just saying that if these ideas of sex and nudity provide something she can't provide and it offends her that you need these things then maybe she's not worht it.
Prerogative - there is an "R" after the "P".
I can't say I understand but I will anyway. hehe. I used to have really strong christian beliefs. I read the bible when I was thirteen, from the book of Genesis to Revelations, lucky me.
I prayed on my knees 'till I was 16 or 17. I faced off the high school genius in a debate on the existance of god and whatever. I was a firm believer. I did however change and I am not a believer anymore. Most organized religions have earned my respect however and I think I can therefore say that I understand your morals because I haven't forgotten what I learnt as a teenager.
I also used to think that I should be able to find everything I needed from that sole special person I'd spend the rest of my life with. It slowly came to me that it was fairly impossible. What my guy friends can offer me, my girlfriend won't ever. The same with the guys from the bar, the inspiration I get from some artists or directors. Personally, I figure my girlfriend will offer me what I need most from a partner and that is trust, support and intimate comfort. It's only normal to let your imagination wander. Other hot chicks are just like flowers, it's ok to look and wonder and to remind yourself that the grass always appears greener on the other side. A relationship isn't something that happens. What keeps you together is that you provide her with what is essential to her and she provides you with what is essential to you. She can't provide you with everything and you can't provide her with everything. But there are things that you prioritize and it's different from one person to the next.
Anywas what a fucking rambling. delete it if you don't understand shit from it. I'm just saying that if these ideas of sex and nudity provide something she can't provide and it offends her that you need these things then maybe she's not worht it.
Went to my Christmas Staff party last night... alone 
But I had a good time anyways. I work with my cousin who brings good times with him wherever he goes. He was gonna bring this one girl, Robin, a mutual friend of ours, and at the last second (the day before), she mentioned that I should bring her friend Kate. I had met Kate once...
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But I had a good time anyways. I work with my cousin who brings good times with him wherever he goes. He was gonna bring this one girl, Robin, a mutual friend of ours, and at the last second (the day before), she mentioned that I should bring her friend Kate. I had met Kate once... Read More
thevulture:
Independant goth girls are cool because they're so mysterious. They've got all this knowledge and all these secrets and because they're introverted so much nobody really knows how much they have to offer. Getting to be friends with people like that is like finding a treasure. But I'm a romantic, lol.
torai:
it nice to hear from you again, i was getting kind of worried after that whole sick and dropp down dead. Seems like you are alive and kicking..good cause i missed you.
Not much to report just now. Feeling good, all systems operating within normal tolerances. I'm still wheezy the coughing goat, but I'll live.
My computski is making a high pitched whine.
Uh, things are fun, I like stuff. maybe I'll just tinker with my profile.
My computski is making a high pitched whine.
Uh, things are fun, I like stuff. maybe I'll just tinker with my profile.
I had the opposite experience online tonight. I found a good group of people playing Halo 2 and we played a few games and just did some running around experimenting and talking and laughing. Good clean fun. 
Ok, sometimes people are nice.
Ok, sometimes people are nice.
Welcome to the wonderful world of online gaming. I've been playing a little bit of Halo 2 online with a couple of my friends. Even though I am wildly dissapointed by the second in this series of games, the possibility of online play intrigues me.
Well, I guess my dissapointment knows no bounds. My friends and I are relatively nice people. In fact, Finn and...
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Well, I guess my dissapointment knows no bounds. My friends and I are relatively nice people. In fact, Finn and...
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torai:
seems like we are on the same page right now.
And hey nice guys do get the girl, i can promise you that.
Sweetness rocks and i can tell you have a lot.
You can call me your girl, see the sweet guy gets it.
And hey nice guys do get the girl, i can promise you that.
Sweetness rocks and i can tell you have a lot.
You can call me your girl, see the sweet guy gets it.
torai:
Dont tease, cause if i could be there i would...no doubt at all, but hey if you do want to pick me up ill be waiting....
You make me happy...
You make me happy...
So... very... ill...
Must ... go to... work. Strobe... light...
Make fan ...spin. ...art project...
RELAYS!
<Collapses to the floor, unconscious... bleeding from ear>
Must ... go to... work. Strobe... light...
Make fan ...spin. ...art project...
RELAYS!
<Collapses to the floor, unconscious... bleeding from ear>
torai:
guh..are you ok?? 
I'm ascared of ZOMBIES! 
thevulture:
In the Niiiiiiiiiiiiiight!!!
torai:
oh man can i identfy.
I live completely alone, and with the very active imagination that i harbour in my brain, i dont dare any longer to watch scarey movies. Even when going to the theater with friends to see a flick, i will eventualy be alone in my house. Not cool.
Before i got my platform bed, i would run and jump far over the under side of the bed, because, yes i was affraid, very affraid. Then i would lay there, wide eyes with the blankets just above my nose, and listen to every sound in my home.
And this was only a few months ago. The unsloved mysteries theme song still makes me quiver.
So a friend and i were walking throught the hallways at school one day last week, turned a corner and there stood this 4 foot 5 santa. We thought nothing of it and continue to walk closer. It begain to move, the legs and the arms were swaying, the head turned from side to side. The eye lids opened and closed. It turned its head straight at us, opened its creepy eyes and stared at us....then started to sing..."here comes santa claus"....needless to say me and my friend freaked...and took of running.
Another day, walking the same hall, we dreaded the santa. It was like some crazy chucky thing..But we could do it, we are grown women. We turned the corner and it was gone. and again...we freaked.
i hate that damm santa. and that damm song.
Oh the coarse that i am in is Counselling...something hit me today...not literally..i was in one of my class and daydreaming like i usally do and decided to check out advertising. I think that my creative side is being repressed and its not taking a very good toll on me. I tend to get alittle crazy when i dont vent musicaly..or through painting..or whatever. I spent the last week trying to figure out what was my true talent and work off that for my future. I am going to enrole in advertising for next fall and finish this semester off.
I think i am i too senstive and i end up crying cause i feel too much of my clients pain, and there is so much to deal with. I just know that its not for me.
As far as the mechanic thing goes...i agree..so hot. Guys who wear thoughs tool belts and walk around in dirty work clothes..well not all the time...but i agree so hot.
Oh ya...i would love to do it, but i think i would be more up for it as a hobbie. I am dying to pick up a great peice of muscle machinery and tinker with it.\
Hey my car is slowly dieing a pain full death. I think the engine is about to go...its cool though...i do love the car...its sweet but 248,oookm on a hyundai..its a cute little wagon. Ill miss her.
I live completely alone, and with the very active imagination that i harbour in my brain, i dont dare any longer to watch scarey movies. Even when going to the theater with friends to see a flick, i will eventualy be alone in my house. Not cool.
Before i got my platform bed, i would run and jump far over the under side of the bed, because, yes i was affraid, very affraid. Then i would lay there, wide eyes with the blankets just above my nose, and listen to every sound in my home.
And this was only a few months ago. The unsloved mysteries theme song still makes me quiver.
So a friend and i were walking throught the hallways at school one day last week, turned a corner and there stood this 4 foot 5 santa. We thought nothing of it and continue to walk closer. It begain to move, the legs and the arms were swaying, the head turned from side to side. The eye lids opened and closed. It turned its head straight at us, opened its creepy eyes and stared at us....then started to sing..."here comes santa claus"....needless to say me and my friend freaked...and took of running.
Another day, walking the same hall, we dreaded the santa. It was like some crazy chucky thing..But we could do it, we are grown women. We turned the corner and it was gone. and again...we freaked.
i hate that damm santa. and that damm song.
Oh the coarse that i am in is Counselling...something hit me today...not literally..i was in one of my class and daydreaming like i usally do and decided to check out advertising. I think that my creative side is being repressed and its not taking a very good toll on me. I tend to get alittle crazy when i dont vent musicaly..or through painting..or whatever. I spent the last week trying to figure out what was my true talent and work off that for my future. I am going to enrole in advertising for next fall and finish this semester off.
I think i am i too senstive and i end up crying cause i feel too much of my clients pain, and there is so much to deal with. I just know that its not for me.
As far as the mechanic thing goes...i agree..so hot. Guys who wear thoughs tool belts and walk around in dirty work clothes..well not all the time...but i agree so hot.
Oh ya...i would love to do it, but i think i would be more up for it as a hobbie. I am dying to pick up a great peice of muscle machinery and tinker with it.\
Hey my car is slowly dieing a pain full death. I think the engine is about to go...its cool though...i do love the car...its sweet but 248,oookm on a hyundai..its a cute little wagon. Ill miss her.