this was before me and my gf got together. but the recently i had a dream that i cheated on her with my ex. idk what it means but i dont want to analyze it either. i am just going to further increase the distance between my ex and i so nothing will ever happen. i love my gf. i really do and i never want to ruin things between us. ive realized those feelings for my ex are dwindling. and that makes me feel good but bad and i feel guilty for both feelings. i need to fucking skate