shootskatefilm

Due to what happened in my last relationship i find myself periodically looking at my signifigant other's blog without her knowing so i can see whats on her mind. its a bad habbit but i feel that people dont show their true selves to the people who need to see them. you can see their true selves when they talk to people or the statues they write when no one is watching. its not like i dont trust her, i just want to be able to catch any whiff of things going down hill so i can fix it unlike last time. i dont always like what i read cause some of the posts are stuff about how say the wrong things that make her upset or i see how sad she is and i wish i can help but she isnt letting me in enough to try. i love her and i want that love to help her. maybe i just need more time but sometimes i worry way to much about her.