sholing

YO! so just got back from my interviews, i smoked a bowl, and i'm winding down from the day of pretending like i care about stupid shit, like work i don't care to do. It wasn't as dramatic as i make it sound, wasn't that bad i guess. but if i could have my way...for the rest of my life, these things would happen...
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so i took my first set today. kind of low key, but still probably hot. i have long black hair!! .... have two interviews tomorrow where i'm going to have to hide my tattoos and piercings, ugghh, that's annoying.not really that hard, it's not like i'm covered in body modifications, it's just going to be rough pretending to be profesional. and pretending to care about...
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So yes we have returned from the beach. Look at Maybe's pics cause i have no idea how to get pics on this thing yet. and to be honest i haven't tryed real hard. we are tan! we'll see how long that lasts with me being such a secluse and all. Oh and wednesday i think i'm going to get some set pics done. i'll...
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hola!! so me and maybe are going to mrytle beach in a few hours. it'll be fun. get all tan and beautified i'll miss my love but he'll be here when i get back. be back up in a week!!! I'm going on vacation!!!!!!

i'm so pissed off right now. multiple reasons are running around my head. if everyone thought the way i did we wouldn't have all of these problems. selfish people leave me feeling unimportant and lonely..FUCK..i fucking hate that.

I put my resume online yesterday. I got a call back this morning from some guy that works for some company. I'm kind of wary to call back especially since i have no idea what the job entails. I guess i'll call back i have nothing else to do today.

i'm a loser. i need to get a job or something. i kinda have one but i need another. it's been two days of doing nothing and i've already depleteted my graduation money. not that i got a lot anyway just a couple hundred bucks which i have spent on hooker shoes, weed, food, a wig off of ebay and some slutty lingerie. i at...
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so graduation sucked guys!!how bout 87 degree weather sunny and i'm all decked out in a black robe and a black stupid hat. ughhh.. i sweated my balls off and i have a strange tanline on my head. 3 hours in that huge ass stadium where no one can even see me. Well keith did and that made me happy.!!well it's done. i feel strangely...
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i'm graduating today..feels strange :

I rode my bike in the park today. It was so fun.! I ended up gettting caught in the rain , it was nice. 78 degrees and rain is beutiful weather. not too hot and the rain took away the humidity. I like playing in the rain.