sholing

I fucking hate the famous!!! With their over-inflated egos and their wads of cash that could feed a third world country, but do they. Of course not! Not when they need a thousand dollar haircut and designer clothes. Foolish me thinking that they had souls... I almost forgive the ones that have some talent and worked their way up, but the fucking Hiltons, please. Fucking spoiled ass bitches who will never work a day in their lives. They make sex tapes to pass the time, and not good sex tapes. It's not even erotic. LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME i'm in a sex tape, shower me with even more undeserving attention So i can feel pretty and special because all this money i have just isn't enough. UGGGG i want to rip my hair out. Especially knowing that i will never ever have an eighth of what they have, it's a fucking waste. All that money and not a thought to do anything good with it. I just want to be able to pay my bills on time, maybe buy some clothes, some weed, some cute panties, and maybe go out with my boyfriend to dinner and a movie, but doing just that is a fucking event. I want comfort, i want to be able to leave my house and do things that are more than just drinking cheap ass pitchers at the same bar cause my boyfriends in the band. I don't think that's too much to ask for. And then look at me, complaining i don't have enough, when i know i'm much better off than a lot of people and that just shouldn't be. We should all have a place to sleep at night and a meal on the table. Not in this hell-pit and the demons that live here. OH MY GOD i have to turn off E!