shojo

Good lord. How much of a loser do you have to be when your own father tells you that you are a loser for not attending the Suicide Girls Burlesque show in San Francisco?

Dad: Hey Josh! I read about them kill yourself girls you like in the newspaper today! Are you gonna head to the burlesque show?

Me: Nah dad, I think I'll stay...
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Through me the way is to the city of dolent;
Through me the way is to eternal dole;
Through me the way among the people lost.
Justice incited my sublime Creator;
Created my devine Omnipotence,
The highest Wisdom and the primal Love.
Before me there were no created things,
Only eterne, and I eternal last.
All hope abandon, ye who enter in!"

-Canto III, lines...
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Fuck! I lost another loan to Ditech.com!

JIHAD ON DITECH.COM!

If you're like me, and I know I am, you probably find Dante Alighieri's poetry is amazingly moving. At times it almost makes me wonder what I'm missing out on without faith a in God to call my own.

Maybe I should visit a local church without the intent of putting a bra on Jesus on his cross?

Good evening my little cyberweb friends and illegitimate cyberweb children. Let's sit down and talk, shall we?

There aren't many constants in life, we trudge amongst a sea of variables and uncertainties and are ever brudened with doubt and ignorance.

Now you're probably screaming, "But Xyth! That's just crazy. There are tons of constants in life!" But I ask you this, if I am crazy...
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I can safely conclude that my face and cameras combined can result in some pretty unnerving images. Imagine a box full of turtles. Aww. Now imagine the same box being crushed by a tank and you might get the picture. To add effect, you can make a squishing sound while stomping on potato chips.

So bollocks to my attempts at being vainglorious.

I pickeded up...
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Well that's a relief!

"The test of a first-rate intelligence is the ability to hold two opposed ideas in the mind at the same time, and still retain the ability to function."
-F. Scott Fitzgerald

Mr. Fitzgerald probably didn't have me in mind when he wrote this. Partly because I'm implying that I'm not intelligent and partly because, despite what my middle school book report...
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Oh well. I'll give myself 5 minutes to be zotted. Nice knowing all of you.

Last nights new years celebration left me a little depressed. It wasn't my friends fault, I'm sure she felt just as awkward as I did in a setting that was a little too much akin to a date for the both of us.

Anyways, I would apologize for the hang-dog attitude I had in my last journal entry but nobody read it! So that mystery...
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anticlimax
Pronunciation: -'klI-"maks
Function: noun
Date: 1710
an event (as at the end of a series) that is strikingly less important than what has preceded it

Loneliness is all about the anti-climatic. Happy goddamn new years.

*sigh*

Well I'll be buggered. I actually have something to do during a New Years celebration other than trying to converse with my firms mongoloid-esque but exhaustingly rich clients.
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Tara decided to push back our rendez-vous a couple hours. A little bit of a surprise at first but hey, maybe she's got something that needs to be done. Anyways, I hope you all have good...
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Oh fuck it. I've gone through two journal entries today and I've yet to come up with anything interesting to say. I give up... here... you write the journal entry! Go on! See if I care.

Because, uh, I won't.

God I suck.