So in 24-hours my life has gone from everything being great, to everythings gone to hell.
I meet this great girl after I got back and everything was going great, so great we where going to get marryed. Got the ring got the dress and everything. Then last night I get a text that says "I'm happy, leave me alown" and then right after that I get one that says "I'm in love with joe and we are going to get marryed"
Now the thing that gets me is, that I naver think she would say something that blunt, but maybe that just me. The joe guy is a old friend, that has been staying with her and she said to me a week ago that joe does not like me and that she thinks he is starting to fall in love with here.
With all of this and coming back from IRAQ and on top of that a friend passing away over there just a few weeks ago, I just broke down last night. I cried for god only knows how long and if it where not for my brother and his wife and there kids being there, I don't what I would have done.
I don't know where I'm going in my life. All ever wanted was to have someone by my side, that I could love as much as they love me. I don't know if Ill ever find that now.
I meet this great girl after I got back and everything was going great, so great we where going to get marryed. Got the ring got the dress and everything. Then last night I get a text that says "I'm happy, leave me alown" and then right after that I get one that says "I'm in love with joe and we are going to get marryed"
Now the thing that gets me is, that I naver think she would say something that blunt, but maybe that just me. The joe guy is a old friend, that has been staying with her and she said to me a week ago that joe does not like me and that she thinks he is starting to fall in love with here.
With all of this and coming back from IRAQ and on top of that a friend passing away over there just a few weeks ago, I just broke down last night. I cried for god only knows how long and if it where not for my brother and his wife and there kids being there, I don't what I would have done.
I don't know where I'm going in my life. All ever wanted was to have someone by my side, that I could love as much as they love me. I don't know if Ill ever find that now.
avalon13chase:
first of all, i want to thank you for your service..my thank you cant do justice for the amount of gratitude I feel for what you did for our country. secondly i am so sorry for how you feel. i know in the mood you are in me saying that yes, there is someone for you wont help..just be stong.