0
Sorry for the sad face. I didn't mean to leave it up the whole weekend. But I WAS sad, so there you go.

I went to Tunica. I gambled. I lost money. Now I should put another sad face up for that! surreal

So, yeah...things aren't going exactly as I planned in my life. I suppose things never do, but it's just hard to deal with....
Read More
VIEW 20 of 20 COMMENTS
chuck5317:
Yup, I turned my voice mail off and now I'm one up on you in the power play department biggrin

And dammit update your journal!
evilwillow:
you have to remember, doll....if you're miserable...I'm sure he was miserable, too. both of you will be happier in the long run....and probably have a better relationship. kiss I heart you madly. call me if you need me.
0
frown
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
batattak:
Is everything ok?
joshof13thfloor:
Y'know when your only journal entry for the weekend is simply a frown and everyone else keeps asking if you're okay or not then it kinda makes me wonder if you are in fact okay. So...uh...are you okay?

-Josh EL SUICIDO LOCO
0
Fucking tiny ass rental car. I got the bike on Monday...then when I got in to scoot the passenger seat up, so I could put the bike in the backseat, my knee slammed into the glove box...at about 100 mph. well it seemed that fast anyway. blush It hurts like a motherfucker. black and blue and a big goose egg. frown If this is a sign of...
Read More
VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
evilwillow:
sign in to messenger, then. surreal
evilwillow:
I called you. grrr. call me when you can. are you okay?
0
Had our big state dart tournament this past weekend...I know you all missed me. heh. Anyway, I didn't win. frown BUT I played well and had a good time.

I'm buying a bike today. Don't get excited, an actual bicycle, not the motorized kind. I'm regressing back to my childhood. I can't wait!!!

My dog is snoring. REALLY loud. Maybe I should wake him up. Can...
Read More
VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
olddirtybastard:
well..... maybe I am, and maybe I am not! hehehe You did take a long time in the shower this morning....... biggrin
evilwillow:
surreal

no, I didn't find it. frown


and, did I mention.... surreal
0
I have this co-worker who's been giving me attitude for over a week now. Technically speaking, I'm her boss. I think I deserve a tad of respect, whether I'm her boss or not...just cause I'm another human being. She single handedly has ruined my lovely work experience. She makes me dread going into my OWN place of business. Maybe I should tell her to get...
Read More
VIEW 25 of 29 COMMENTS
mediapuzzle:
confront her - if you havent already - you'll feel better and she may change. good luck!
chuck5317:
I can't believe you know G.P. He's a good guy. Although I refuse to play him in foosball anymore. Its not that I'm a bad sport or anything, but really, its just kind of pointless to play him. I don't mind losing, but he's just so damn good its not even fun. There's no contest at all.
0
OK...I guess it's about time to update this thing. shocked I'm not good at this. I'm such a procrastinator!

I guess most of you read in Willow's journal that I did pretty well at the dart tournament. My arm gave me hardly any trouble at all...unlike the last tournament where I could hardly move my arm or my neck. surreal

I had a great visit with Willow....
Read More
VIEW 23 of 23 COMMENTS
evilwillow:
hey! how come you're not tickling MY ass?!

and don't worry - I'm not going to die. I'm too mean to die. biggrin
joshof13thfloor:
Dart tournaments? Very cool. I used to play darts quite often back in the day. Then again i played like a club footed retard but that's neither here nor there.

Accident? Mind if i pry?

If it's kosher with you i'm gonna add you to my friends list, okay?

-Josh EL SUICIDO LOCO
0
ack...work has been so busy lately. But, you gotta pay to play. I am leaving in a couple of days to visit my Willow! love It is well worth all the extra grueling hours I have to put in!

I play darts. Yes it's true. I have been struggling lately with it...I had a shoulder injury last year and it hasn't been the same since. It's...
Read More
VIEW 18 of 18 COMMENTS
loismustdie:
yes..... we will have to work something out... hmmm....
kiss
evilwillow:
I have no idea. drunk. drunk. DRUNK. surreal

did you call me? I was running, baby! love
0
Ok...updating now...lol.

I've been doing this low carb thing for a few weeks now, and today I ate about 5 million carbs. Do you think I'll blow up and die? I couldn't resist....I just couldn't. My mom and sis made homemade chicken and dumplings just like my grandma used to make. And I ate a whole plate full. blush

I've been doing good besides that...I swear...
Read More
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
loismustdie:
well, depends on what that involves... hehe
kiss
loismustdie:
hehehe...
kiss
0
I spent most of today cleaning out my closet. Is it just me or do things multiply in there? And where did all that glittery stuff come from? wink
VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
evilwillow:
when are you coming here, chick? tell me the dates!!! so I can catch a cold.... whatever

tee hee - love
loismustdie:
update, damn you! update!
0
My first journal entry! It took me awhile, but what can I say...I'm a procrastinator. I'm still learning my way around this site. (which, by the way is really cool!) Many thanks to my dear friend Willow for turning me on to this place. And I'm keeping my fingers crossed that she'll be a Suicide Girl very very soon.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
evilwillow:
shmidol!!!! I'm not okay - come and take care of me!!!
frown
shmidol:
I'll be there in a few weeks, baby...just hang on til then!