I am going to start eating better. Really I am. No chips, chocolate, fried food. I am going to eat fruit veg and real unprocessed foods. 1 day at a time.
its important to choose music based on mood. music i like is sometimes unlistenable if im not in the mood. TheFall is a good example. i'm in the mood and they sound great. The Fall and naked girls and im in heaven.
a friend is having relationship trouble. and so is her friend. sometimes Im glad that im single. not often but sometimes. its so... Read More
Im injured and it sux. Im bad at setbacks. If I could do something better i would be better at dealing with setbacks. Turning positives into negatives and all that malarky. Lately i find myself constantly dwelling on negatives. Its really gotta stop. I mean for gods sake, surely at my age I have learnt to control my thoughts into more positive domains.
yea porn is good for that. its hard for me to look at the positives too. i think that i am just biologicly a negitive person...but i try. and ... you love the gilmore girls!?! i heart you!!! thanks for commenting my set too
wish I had a god. One that I could talk. Talking to god is nice meditation. Its so easy to get caught up in your minds internal chatter. Hard to make it stop. Talking to god would make it stop. Still the mind. Take the focus away from self. The self is evil and is the ruin of great men. The great search is really... Read More