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Friday Jun 05, 2009

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Hey Kids!

Well for the last few days i went off the radar and shut off my cell phone and stopped talking to anyone, needed to do some soul searching.

I got my MRI back.... nothing wrong from the car accident but...

The accident did flare up something that the MRI found.

It turns out that i have a spinal desease... and ive had it since childhood. It is called Scheuermann's disease (Shermans), It is a form of severe kyphosis that bends my spine in the middle.

It crushes the center vertabrates and makes things all fucked up. There is no real cure, they arent even 100% what causes it. The only thing i can do is pretty much a lifetime of physical therapy or in a severe cirsumstances major surgery where i need to get rods put in and tendons clipped.

This disease makes my spine curve so that it hurts to both stand and sit for extended periods of time, having a hard time sleeping, and making me look more fat that i actually am. Also the best part is that over time my spine will continue to bend and eventually crush my organs and kill me, fantastical!

This is seriously making me reevaluate life and all that moves around me. Hence why i needed to do some soul searching. Ok time to go my back is hurting me to sit on this crappy laptop. talk to you soon.

Thanks to all my friends.
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sid:
come over. we missed our flight and are stuck here till Monday, yo! tongue
Aug 1, 2009
missprint:
Are you still alive? Please say yes!
Nov 29, 2009

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