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Rob and I broke up.

I've gotten 3-4 hours of sleep and I woke up at 7:30, started crying, and have been crying since.

I'm heartbroken and I can't stop crying... he's been really sweet to me, and he's the only person who can really calm me down to where I stop crying and can laugh...

But what am I supposed to do when everyone's...
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Yay, so I finally figured out how to mimic the makeup styles of two of the women I consider my beauty idols, if not the only ones I have. Audrey Hepburn and Marilyn Monroe

I thought there was some great big trick to them, but they're both really simple... or would be if I had everything I needed for the looks... but I made do...
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So I was playing around on youtube because I'm bored out of my frickin' mind when I came across this... loving Billy Joel music, I took a look:

Rob worked at Valvoline, and it was somewhat like that when I went in one day... (the building, not the singing and dancing)

Needless to say, I imagined Rob where Billy Joel is.

I WOULD DO ANYTHING...
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My life is too busy, so I am too lazy to make a real post.

So my only topic today will be how my co-worker fitted me for bras and it turns out I'm not a 40 D, but a 42 DD...

My bad.

I refused to believe her and tried on every type of 42DD to be sure.

Why I was shocked and denied...
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I got a job at Lane Bryant, which is where I wanted to work all along.

I start tomorrow at 8am.

So I should sleep, I'll be moving boxes for seven hours.

More story later.

So I went to an interview the other day for a customer service job in the mall, but I'm not very hopeful 'cause I haven't been having much luck so far, even though I'd be awesome at all the different jobs at the different places I applied and interviewed at. Since they wouldn't have enough hours for me so that I'd have to keep a...
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So I think I've forgotten to post this every single time I've been on SG.

Well, first off, I have a new set of me up that's just a bunch of crappy pics of me camwhoring it up in PSW... so if you're weird and into that sort of thing, feel free to look.

But I keep forgetting to post this song, which I think...
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So, I'm trying so hard to save, and it's seeming like it's not working but I guess it really is. I managed to pay all my student loans on time, for once.

It's mostly 'cause I got the news that I owed car insurance in a month, and I'm like "My savings! plans!"

It made me very sad.

I'm trying to find a second job...
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So now I'm forming some big plan to attempt to move up to St. Louis in about six months, maybe longer... I'm not going to rush it if I don't have to.

I'm considering getting jobs at places based in St. Louis (Panera Bread (aka, St. Louis Bread Co.), Build-A-Bear, whatever else I can figure out) or places I know they have in St. Louis....
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