shesnoangel

i'm getting out of the city again. this time further than before. farther away from the things i'm still hurt by, but slowly getting over.

i need to breathe fresh air, see a mountain sunset and feel alive.

there will be no cell phone reception or internet access (that i know of). so i'll be gone for a little while. although no one will miss me from here.

i made a big mistake and went through the file folders of photos of us. of the first day we ever spent together. and i'm crying again for the first time in weeks. i'm only crying because i remember how happy i was. how he made me feel.

fuck. i wish he could know what i'm going through.