Saturday Jul 24, 2004

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i'd be lying if i said i was okay.

i'm mad, i keep crying. i feel fucking depressed. i don't know how to be happy by myself. that's the honest to god truth.

i might be going to calgary the weekend of aug. 7-8. staying with an old friend who i've missed more than anything. i need to see him, and i need a hug.
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williamtrinity:
if you can't be happy by yourself, then you'll never be truely happy when your with someone. you gotta depend on yourself and no one else.

cheer up smile
jcooperl:
You have a great body. I really like your photos that you took. The rusty hinge is very nice. but my fav is the one of you with the light behind you. You should do a whole set of them. very nice. smile

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