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shesnoangel

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Tuesday Jun 29, 2004

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today i cried for the first time in a week. i wish i could say i was better and "over it", but i'm really not. i still have so many questions floating around in my head...none of which i'm sure will ever be answered. but i'll just have to deal with that.

i will continue to move on with my life. hopefully at some point in the future i'll be able to only think of happy memories about the past six months and forget about the bitterness that resides right now.

in other news, for the second weekend in a row i'm leaving the city. hopefully i'll come back more brown than last time. i bought a bunch of veggie dogs, so i'll be able to roast some around the fire. yay!

as well i've been officially kicked out of the motorhome (i slept in the bunk). my mom was adament about me getting a tent. i think because my dad and her wanna...uh huh. i don't want to think about it. but whatever, now i can have onesomes in my tent.

"I know someday youll have a beautiful life, I know youll be a star. In somebody elses sky, but why. Why, why cant it be, why cant it be mine"
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rickroyal:
It's odd how little we ultimately know. Regardless of how much we've tried to know, there are always questions that are unanswered; annoying questions that claw at the edge of conciousness. Hmm.

Hope you have fun camping and that your parents don't make too much noise.

Lovely pics, btw. Especially the photo booth ones.
Jun 29, 2004
voiddragon:
the bitterness will subside and you will be free fromt the pain of the memories and you will quit asking yourself why. i know because i myself have been recently free from painful memories of my X. *hug* & kiss that's for you.
Jun 30, 2004

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