20 minutes til midnight on New Year's Eve and my resolution for this year is..................to make no resolutions, fuck it, I never stick to 'em anyway 
I am moving to the couch shortly to ring in the new year with the dog and the oh so lovely bottle of bubbly my auntie gave me for Xmas. Which will likely be followed by listening to music...
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I am moving to the couch shortly to ring in the new year with the dog and the oh so lovely bottle of bubbly my auntie gave me for Xmas. Which will likely be followed by listening to music... Read More
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Well fuck, I have been shot out of the proverbial saddle once again. Well, not really, I was never in the saddle to begin with. My imagined torrid love affair with my tattoo sporting maintenance boy is over before it started. Today I saw him with a girl, arm in arm, and she was cute and fucking teensy. Bitch......... 
I have been stressing about money...
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I have been stressing about money...
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metatag:
That's a fantastic tip. Fingers crossed that you get loads more (tips or the errrr thing you wanted from the maintenance guy!)
Happy New Year!
Happy New Year!
smooshfacedlion:
Have a great new year my friend.
BACK FROM THE HELL THAT IS EAST TEXAS 
*kisses ground*
Ok, my visit at my mom's was not really that bad. Christmas Eve we went out and had big bloody steaks and wine, then came home and opened presents. I would say the oddest one for me would be the two bars of soap on a rope........for my dog. Monday we took our dogs out...
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*kisses ground*
Ok, my visit at my mom's was not really that bad. Christmas Eve we went out and had big bloody steaks and wine, then came home and opened presents. I would say the oddest one for me would be the two bars of soap on a rope........for my dog. Monday we took our dogs out...
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whodovoodoowedo:
26 degrees this morning but that was not an issue seeing as I had plenty of warm thoughts going thru my head
Excerpt from email I got from my mother tonight: "Shan, please bring your own diet dr. pepper when you come, you know how I feel about aspartame, and can't bring myself to buy anything containing that poison. Also, please go to that cute liquor store by your house and get me 3 of the large bottles of the red wine I like."
Is it just...
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Is it just...
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metatag:
Your mum sounds cool!
Hope you are having a superb Christmas!
Hope you are having a superb Christmas!
jaggy:
are you glad the holidays are over like me? the only thing I'll miss is the winter ale H-E-B will stop selling Jan 1. and home-made tamales. ..other than that, good riddens until next year...if we're still alive.
THE WEEK THAT JUST MAY KILL ME
Sunday: Recovered from birthday, worked 3-10, wanted to die.
Monday: Attempeted to shop for xmas gifts, spent a lot of money on pretty panties for myself. Came home, ran for 45 minutes, took a long nap which resulted in my staying up way too late that night.
Today: Did an upper body workout with weights,which included one chest...
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Sunday: Recovered from birthday, worked 3-10, wanted to die.
Monday: Attempeted to shop for xmas gifts, spent a lot of money on pretty panties for myself. Came home, ran for 45 minutes, took a long nap which resulted in my staying up way too late that night.
Today: Did an upper body workout with weights,which included one chest...
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eternalpain75:
Uggg. Been there, its not fun, I know.
Well, my birthday was fun, but I am feeling it today. Met my friend Erica around 4 for a couple of drinks and some tapas, which I failed to eat very much of. Then I hung out at my place for a bit and just relaxed. Got antsy about 11 and called a cute boy I work with, and he came and got me. We...
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jaggy:
man i wish i had the gall to be so determined to bug the shit out of a girl.
but i like when the girl geniunely likes me back. besides those type of guys end up as brain food in a real zombie holocaust. cuz when it comes down to it, when it happens, the day of the dead, its on, and the real ones survive. you see it all the time, the consistent guy bugging the teenage girl for pussy, then BAM! out comes a zombie and bites a filet out of the guys neck , girl screaming and running just to get shim shammed by another zombie.
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fantasy reallity...same shit.
but i like when the girl geniunely likes me back. besides those type of guys end up as brain food in a real zombie holocaust. cuz when it comes down to it, when it happens, the day of the dead, its on, and the real ones survive. you see it all the time, the consistent guy bugging the teenage girl for pussy, then BAM! out comes a zombie and bites a filet out of the guys neck , girl screaming and running just to get shim shammed by another zombie.
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fantasy reallity...same shit.
deaddarkstar:
group sex huh?
that's the gift that keeps on giving
that's the gift that keeps on giving
It is officially my birthday, and it is 4:30 am. Sleep is an elusive bitch. I am wearing socks and a wife beater, and well into a box of Triscuits. If that does not spell hot to you, I don't know what will. I am fairly certain I will make a drunken fool of myself in the next 24 hours. I have a martini date...
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violently:
omg happy belated bday, i feel like a jerk for not calling and singing you jungle love 
adeluxe:
From where I am sitting, you have aged gracefully and more important wisely. Wish I coulld've been there to celebrate with you. I figure a video (Piratres of the..) (who's got time to go to the theater) some bubbly (or whatever) and other accoutrements, no matter , I am a loser for not being on time. Regardless, ♫ Happy Happy Birthday Baby..♫
I have thinking about a lot of things lately, for reasons I don't understand. I have been wondering what people really think of me, how they view me. For the most part I don't really care, because with me it's what you see is what you get. I can't be fake nice, I can't pretend to like people that I don't really like, and I...
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eternalpain75:
Happy birthday
jaggy:
happy birfday , get drunk , get laid, like its the end of world...cuz it may come soon.
im goin fishing tommorrow like a lil texan should. i'll catch a hybrid bass for ya.
im goin fishing tommorrow like a lil texan should. i'll catch a hybrid bass for ya.
It is past 3pm and I am just getting my day rolling, what a layabout I am. Just went outside and discovered that it is a beautiful day, warm enough for me to wear shorts while I run some errands. This for some reason puts me in a very good mood.
I was trying to have some meaningful face to face time with my dog,...
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I was trying to have some meaningful face to face time with my dog,...
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nikonphoto80:
if anyone every hurt my Dust Bunny they will pay very dearly.
I think I always look like a dumb ass, I stand over by myself and just stand there.
I think I always look like a dumb ass, I stand over by myself and just stand there.
eternalpain75:
Yeah, but don't tell to many people, mite ruin my bad reputation
I want to be naked outside, in the cold. Laying down in the wet grass and leaves. Just so I can feel something. Anything would do.
I am off today and have nothing to keep me occupied. I want to get out and do something other than going to the bank and the grocery store. I want to go swimming
Maybe I should go get...
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I am off today and have nothing to keep me occupied. I want to get out and do something other than going to the bank and the grocery store. I want to go swimming
Maybe I should go get...
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nikonphoto80:
i know some places you can do that.
bugbue:
That would be liberating. I think warming up would be the best part.
HUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUG!
I kissed Bue
I know I know poor sub....but he's been with me for a while now (25 whole years