Thursday May 19, 2011

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So when does the fun start??????


I'm 30 years old. ( I act like I'm 16)
I have a good job. (50,000 a year)
I have my girlfriend (together 8 years in June)
I have my daughter. (will be 7 in December)
I have a big house with a big yard. (in one of the best cities in the area)

I seem to have my life going right, but I still feel so lost all the time. I hope my mental state gets better cause I'm having a lot of bad thoughts, and I keep feeling like doing drugs again. (clean 9 years)

Hopefully with summer coming it will get better.
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eroticgeek:
I hope you do not mind the random friend request, but I loved the fact how you were honest about being all into bigger women. My boyfriend likes girls with meat on their bones too. I am by no means fat, but I am not skin and bones either. According to him, you have to have something to hold on to at night. So I guess it makes sense, I just appreciate your honesty and the fact that you aren't shallow when it comes to your perception of women. As for your blog, your life seems very happy and successful. Thanks for sharing. I hope you have a great weekend! biggrin
missmalice_:
You know speaking frankly. I've been kind of lost and depressed lately, like all the bullshit won't stop long enough to get happy again and off and on I've wanted to start using again but I know my life is better off without all of "Those" problems.
I meditate to get my mental state closer to being better, it helps. Just take some time to just relax. And make your own damn fun stop waiting for it to happen!

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