shema

I've decided that I'm going to do something for myself, for once. It's something that I've always wanted to do. Something that I've always wanted to do, but always put off or chickened out of, in the past. And it's something that I've always felt that I had a calling for. And pretty much the only thing that I feel I've ever been any good at in life. So tomorrow, I'm gonna put my money where my mouth is, and go for broke. And I'm already broke now, so it shouldn't be that much of a transition for me. I feel that I have nowhere else to go but up. And if I don't take this opportunity now and at least try, I'll regret it for the rest of my life.

So, wish me luck, SG. Because god and sunny Jesus in heaven knows I'm going to need it.