shely

i'm so bored and depressed right now.
things have to change. I gotta change.
and i need some sleep too.
i have an appointment to finish up my tattoo next sunday which means it will all be done and perfect (hopefuly i wont have any allergy this time. i'm tired of it.)
i'm so fucking exhausted but i just cant find sleep. Havent even tried to sleep yet but i know i dont find it. Motherfucker.

anyway, i got a new laptop this morning which i'm pretty in love with.
my job is killing me and i know i always talk about one thing and on to another but i have so much to say and yet nothing is coming out properly. i just have to write it down while it's still fresh in my head. I really wish i could read but right now my eyes are closing up, and so is my brain. I dont even know if my english is good or not, i'm not even gonna read this before i post it, i'll just post it and let you read my ridiculous-ness.
enjoy; xxxxx Shely <3