Just got home from work...I'm so beat and I hate long ass days,,It was so busy and seemed that every illness imaginable was something I had to deal with today..just took a hot shower..I love the feeling of a hot hot shower right after work...now I can sit here and relax and finish knitting this blanket I started..yes knitting shut up..lol.....
So the set is up,,,dont think its doing too hot but can't have success every time right? I will be doing another set soon and it will be much better...I have to admit though I was going around the site and checking out alot of the sg's..for every hot one there is there's probably a few that i'm like really?? Okay loves what am I doing wrong?? I know in the set lack of facial expressions and personality but what else? Maybe i'm just thinking too much...I have alot on my mind tonight...Usually i'm not one to write a novel on here...like really who reads everything anyways, but i'm gunna babble for a minute..
I was thinking last night when I was laying in bed about my life...I looked over at hsk and I started to cry (i'm not one to cry) I never thought i'd be so blessed to have someone so amazing in my life..also to have this huge responsibilty of raising him right...those of you that have known me for some time know last year I left the site for awhile as I had worked things out with y sons dad ( 11 yrs of back and forth) and we were going to get married...well obviously that didnt work out...which i'm thankful for..but recently he decided to take off and move to Montana....He diidnt call hsk on his bday and hasnt tried to contact him since he has left...I'm at a loss or words when hsk asks about his dad...I try to keep him busy..he is doing soccer and karate and will be doing spanish classes and having drum lessons..on top of that school starts in a few weeks where he will be going to a pvt catholic school and will be in the before/after school program. I work full time and go to school 2 nights a week...I feel overwhemed but also feel like I have to work my ass off to give him the life he deserves...I get no child support and that makes things rough sometimes..like needing to learn to budget..lol..which i'm not very good at. I dunno what i'm trying to say I really dont..maybe just babbling and venting to you guys will make me feel better...you know what actually? I have some guy friends who are single dads and they would do anything for their kids..take them and pick them up from school, be there for them and go to their sporting games and help out financially...It makes me so mad when women bitch and complain that they dont get enough $$ or the dad only has the kids 3 days a week and every other weekend...are you fucking kidding me...? Its better then nothing....
ok i'm done bitiching...I promise this will be the longest blog ever...and go give my set love...it needs it.
xoxoxoxoxo
shelby
So the set is up,,,dont think its doing too hot but can't have success every time right? I will be doing another set soon and it will be much better...I have to admit though I was going around the site and checking out alot of the sg's..for every hot one there is there's probably a few that i'm like really?? Okay loves what am I doing wrong?? I know in the set lack of facial expressions and personality but what else? Maybe i'm just thinking too much...I have alot on my mind tonight...Usually i'm not one to write a novel on here...like really who reads everything anyways, but i'm gunna babble for a minute..
I was thinking last night when I was laying in bed about my life...I looked over at hsk and I started to cry (i'm not one to cry) I never thought i'd be so blessed to have someone so amazing in my life..also to have this huge responsibilty of raising him right...those of you that have known me for some time know last year I left the site for awhile as I had worked things out with y sons dad ( 11 yrs of back and forth) and we were going to get married...well obviously that didnt work out...which i'm thankful for..but recently he decided to take off and move to Montana....He diidnt call hsk on his bday and hasnt tried to contact him since he has left...I'm at a loss or words when hsk asks about his dad...I try to keep him busy..he is doing soccer and karate and will be doing spanish classes and having drum lessons..on top of that school starts in a few weeks where he will be going to a pvt catholic school and will be in the before/after school program. I work full time and go to school 2 nights a week...I feel overwhemed but also feel like I have to work my ass off to give him the life he deserves...I get no child support and that makes things rough sometimes..like needing to learn to budget..lol..which i'm not very good at. I dunno what i'm trying to say I really dont..maybe just babbling and venting to you guys will make me feel better...you know what actually? I have some guy friends who are single dads and they would do anything for their kids..take them and pick them up from school, be there for them and go to their sporting games and help out financially...It makes me so mad when women bitch and complain that they dont get enough $$ or the dad only has the kids 3 days a week and every other weekend...are you fucking kidding me...? Its better then nothing....
ok i'm done bitiching...I promise this will be the longest blog ever...and go give my set love...it needs it.
xoxoxoxoxo
shelby
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Best,
BK
But, in any event, sorry things are rough right now. As a child of a messed up split parent type situation all I can say is just make sure your son knows you love him (which you're obviously already doing)...thats the most important thing. You're doing right by your kid, the best you can, and that is whats going to make the biggest difference in his life. The rest you can tell him when the time is right. Things will get better
Take care,
D