shelby122

I havent been on here in a few days. I have to admit the last few days were amazingly shitty. A friend died in a motorcycle accident..and my heart is broken. I knew him sinse I was fourteen and dated his brother. His family is amazing and my body aches for them. I don't think I will ever understand why things in life happen. In may of this year my older brother died of brain cancer, then in July a friend died in a motorcycle accident..last month my uncle shot himself in the head and now this. Shit will it ever end? I feel hopeless and depressed and ive eaten all my valiums like candy and have no more left. I just dont know what o do with myself.
Sorry for whining and venting but it gets frusterating when all the assholes seem to live forever and never die and the good people are dropping like flies. Anyhow..hope everyones week is going better then mine.
xo