sheepanda

it's official. i booked my flight to head back home. i'm leaving on november 7th, and i really can't wait. in exactly three weeks from now i will be back home in illinois, with my boyfriend, my dogs, and the [un]comfort of my home. i think living away from my boyfriend has made me more irritable, and i just can not take it anymore. i feel like i've lost my sense of humor, my personality is dull, and lately have no will to do anything except drink, smoke, eat, and sleep. unfortunately going home also means dealing with the stresses that i ran away from, but it has to be done.

i went to Bourassa Vineyards today up in Napa, and it was a nice experience. got to taste a few different wines, and i was able to really tell what quality wine is. i don't know much about wine, and i'm not a "wino" or anything like that, but i do enjoy it, and really would like to know more about it, especially as i purse my culinary career.

i really do have to hurry up and finish my application and financial aid stuff for culinary school. time is tickin, and i just have a horrible feeling that i won't be accepted. i guess i just need to get everything in first before i start stressing out.

i think i'll jst lay in bed and watch some netflix and perhaps fall asleep.