sheashannara

Listening to a friend at work over the last few weeks talk about the ending of their relationship, and it's like I'm taken back in time; their partner has repeatedly failed them no matter how much they've talked and pleaded, like I failed my partners (I know, accept and have apologized for what I did wrong), and everything they're saying is uncomfortably familiar.

No, this...
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So I was given Star Wars: Outlaws as a Father's day gift and got to play it for a few hours yesterday. Personally, as much as I think the Force, Jedi and Sith are cool (although, let's be real, the Jedi are gaslighters who think mortal beings should be robots; at least Sith understand emotions are a normal healthy thing), it's hard to relate to...
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so the cold the boys gave me turned into a sinus infection (not their fault, just my luck), and so a trip to urgent care and meds cost me $112 I wasn't planning on spending. I ended up having to put my car registration on my CC, and the last 3 weeks of working an extra day to get ahead gone; it's as if I...
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"Some days I feel everything;

Others are numbing.

Can never find the in between -

It's all or nothing.

I never never never said that I wanted;

I never never never never said I wanted -

Never wanted to be here now,

One foot in the grave, other on the ground.

I can't process what I'm feeling now,

This skin I can do without."