(need to start this by seeing I have the rule of 3: that if I'm attracted to a woman, she's either too young, involved or not interested. Not just that I find her physically appealing, but if I'm drawn to her. At least 1 of these applies, if not more. OK, now to the blog)
The other day when I was taking a shower, just trying to wake up, my brain went, "I wonder if we're only attracted to women that fit the rule of 3 because deep down we hate ourselves and don't feel deserving of love, and that's why we're drawn to those women." It literally left me reeling; and of course, after this thought, my brain went "I hope we get to keep writing in our RPG this weekend." Fucking brain LOL
But my brain may be onto something. Not that I know what I can do about it, but it did bring up some valid points, damn it all...