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today I had the entire day off work but, due to the blistering heat, my perfectly functioning car decided not to start. Trevor drove us around but he has no A/C and has his window welded shut (he didn't have enough money to have it fixed and was sick of getting rained on all the time) I guess I might take a job at the Express dipping my hands in the retail world of clothes I could never afford-I know a girl who works there and they need some cheerful waitress-type help for some big sale...who knows...maybe I will like it...I couldn't possibly hate any job more than the one I have now. I wish it were fall-it rains here a lot but that just makes the summer heat more humid...I just want to be comfy in my jeans an a little sweater without a jacket--gimme that weather and I will be happy. I dont know...London may have it-but its all rainy and my hair would get all frizzy. Aren't I a shallow, self obsessed, whiny little bitch...wow I hate myself...I am usually much less girly--I just haaaate sweating-but I also hate winter-I am just an idiot.