shaylee

I know a boy, but you can't see him and I don't want you to. He thought me to dance. But you will never see him in all his beauties. The way he looks when I see him. He has been with me all the time to every thing and still nobody knows. That is my secret. And even to you know now that he is around you can never see him for to you he is only air, he is nothing but empty space and if you could see him the way I do you think of sanity as a thing you ones had and now lost. Because to you he would not be like he is for me. So I pretend that he is not their as we speak and it makes me sad. But as you leave I clouds my eyes and he is their and all is well again. I guess we can never be completely because I have a world in my mind that you can never see this is were I run when I can't stand to face the word we share.

lods of love