shaylee

Heyyy ya might just wanna,
Sit down when I tell ya this honey,
I know you've been dumped and all that shit
But your attitude sucks, you gotta admit
Get yourself together I know you,
- Radiosong (Alice in videoland)

I love that song...

anyway sorry for not updating in a wile but their has be so much going on lately.
1. My exams started the 28 of april
2. I have to prepare my graduation
3. get a job over the sommer
4. have to fix a apartment and all furnetur
5. have to plan my move to a new town really far from my familie

And then my Garnpa died yesterday...he has be sick from canser seins november last year and he left yester day morning att 5 a clock whan I was in the shower...
I loved him so much and I still do...But I am relived that he could go becaus he vas sufreing so.
He is the 3 person in my life that has past way form canser, It was just three years sins my stepmother died from the sam fucking dessice...and the sad part is that none of them wer even that old...my granpa would have turnd 62 the 30 of may and my stepmom was just 39 when seh past...It kind of gives you prespectiv on life and the time we have...I am definetlly living my life difrently now the 3 years ago...

well well the night gos on