shawndaddy

As nice as online friends are ( cuz a many of you mean a lot to me )... having hardly any "real" friends really sucks.

I lack the ability to hold the interest of people around me (either in person, or online).
Im never enough.. .more of a filler I think.
Im a pretty good guy. Ok to have a cup of coffee with or send a couple quick IMs back n forth but thats about it.

Its depressing as hell, but at least Im getting to know my place.